today is the twenty seventh.

jiggle to my rhyme.
whateva.

oo yea, we went on a house hunt today.
first one off to sunset area.
we found a few houses and they said to be an open house tomorrow at 2.
well, the houses here ranging around 600K-900K in sunset.
mostly a 2 bedroom.
and then there's this leasing townhomes in the villas parkmerced.
the buggiest townhomes ever. but i still like it.
because then i can rear dogs. big dogs.
then rollerblading path.
that is my heaven.
so anyway, after that we went to Daly city.
the houses there are meant to be cheaper.
but alas. we found this open house of 6 bedrooms and 3 bath and an open garden and a garage.
WALILEE...
its close to 900K what the hell.
yes, the house looks sweet as caramel but o man.
people... i need a home!
help...

public storage is helping us alot.
my stuffs are nestled there in lot 3110.
im surprised. our apartment is empty already! well, except for some necessities.
and hey! since our mattresses have been moved, we get to sleep on the carpet.
my back isnt working very welll with the carpet and the bedsheets.
last night, i had a strange dream. it started off with a really bad dream.
there's this divorced parents of one, whom the wife was expecting another baby.
when the baby was borned, both parents got divorced lawfully, thus abandoning their two children.
upon being independent, the elder child grew to love his baby brother so much that he had became protective.
and then somehow an insect, a bee most likely stung the baby right on the forehead.
he was struggling for survival and when his brother was about to seek help,
there was this dozen of bees attacking him, killing both boys.
i went off crying in my sleep. its hurtful to see the boys linger just like tht.
waiting for a miracle that somehow someone would take em with em.
i couldnt help it...
i was half conscious when i realized i was sniffing.
when i fell asleep again, i had another dream....
this time, it had me giggling my ass off. o_o! what a change!
anyway, so the dream went like this.
i was playing catch with my brother, kevin.
we were fleeing in the air, so free...
in the dream, both of us seemed so happy, no worries or anything.
so he was being 'it' and i was flying up and down to avoid him.
and so we finally landed on ground, and felt groggy cos it was really difficult to walk steadily after the flee.
its a fancy that i can experience a flyng sensation in my dreaam, huh!!!
hahhaaa.. and so, i continued running and running.
but he laughed so hard that it was almost impossible to run.
well, i had to laugh too. cos it was all too funny.
and so, i realized iwas again, laughing in my sleep.
yana mst be thinking how stupid i look laughing in my sleep.

aah, whatever. but all i knew was..
i miss my brothers so much.

justanothertwentyfivedays.