::her sanity splits, heaven flows away. I know i have got no shit to do with this but hell yes, the future counts for her::

Decibel level: almost 20khz
Mental level: almost zero.

ok so here i am. in some noisy game house.
almost impossible to concentrate on blogging.
what a joke.

so my gums swell again. hundred points.
this time its the proclamation of truth.
i am going to the dent's.
yes. for some stupid surgery.
mum has booked the appointment. this is some shivery game.
mmm..

yesterday was hotty fun!
we attended a Golden wedding anniversary.
pardon me, an extraordinary anniversary prog.
its in the beach. so its counted as a pool party.
i treated it damn cool aight.
but the traffic was kidding me...
a 100 metre destination took us an hour.
count it tht way. i cant.
horrible.

am hungry now.
oxox

I realised it's been quite a while since i blog in my last entry.
I've been enjoying great times in Jakarta.. well, by playing only games in PS2.
Fortunately, I started helping out in INDAH ALAM since Sunday and It's been thorough fun!
although there are lots of dust and theft and heavy human traffic, I enjoy the unusual Xmas scenery.
Christmas trees everywhere, lights, flowers and ornaments.
and we even took home a 7 feet xmas tree last night to decorate Yohan's house. hahahaaha. so fun indeed.
But i really miss Singapore.
Those tmes i had spent together with my friends.
They didnt look for me. HAH!
well. who cares?

::Separation is such sweet sorrows

yea. just got home. Whatta fun day.
actually ive had 2 consecutive enjoyable days.

*smilee..
**still smiling..

caught SHUTTER with her yesterday.
damn it was quite a show.
She was so scared allright so i have to force her hands down uncovering her eyes.
hahha. such humour.
i have to admit that i was a little afraid too.
really hate those shocking sounds and a sudden appearing ghoul.
phew, however this is the first time i felt that watching a horror movie isn't a waste of cash.
at least it consists of a story line and it talks about photography kinda thing.
I was interested:)
Furthermore, it was my first time watching a movie with her yea.
So, we went to play pool after the show cos both of us don't really fancy going home str8 after a crazy movie.
She's good at it cmon. i have to face a new and perspective challenger. :)
really cool alrite wahahha.

SO, today, i worked earli, got the freezer up ready with the boss's bit of help.
nice of her to service that for me. i'd be dumbfounded.
not long after that, Rong came. Indeed she was earli. a lil after one pm.
God's gift from above to keep me company. :)
then soon the NZN staff came and gathered till i ended my shift.
We took a few neoprints n took a bus to HMV.
Chatted in Marche. We ate quite alot. from mushroom soup, rosti, calamari, pizza, and crepes.
What an evening!
am gonna miss you guys...! i'll come back to look for u people~:)

Then was supposed to meet her in cine after my outing with my NZN colleagues.
ALAS! a few Toni&Guy stylist enquired our permission to be their model of the night.
it was rather stupid for the fact that we were being the dummies for the trainees :S
however it was some experience! hahhaha...
ya wasted 2 odd hours in tht salon and Iv gotta kept her waiting.
DAMN, i bet she was agitated with me. i apologized.
So, after the hairstyling and a few moments of comments by the senior styler,
i got back my hairstyle and ran to cine to meet her.
n guess what? yea.. we played pool again. i have to face it. billiard is really an exotic sport.
we spent an hour at Kpool before heading home.
I gave her a birthday prezzie.
It was jus a lil thing from me at least for her to remember :)
hahhaa... i don't know what u like so i got that. hope u love it...

and so..
Separation is such sweet sorrows.
catching a flight at 1805 this evening.
Currently aint having any mood upon this return.
im left without a choice.

GUESS WHAT?
its 3 days to go.
three days.

Cant believe the facts that im actually leaving history behind in this country.
Its gonna be an obsolete kinda thing. A ride to jakarta isnt really a choice.
Its a definite destination. so no big deal. nothing brand new.

Im killing my boredom by helping out over at far east.
my ever so beautifully ice cream kiosk. not mine, though. hahaha
yea so, i've been working morning shifts since Sunday.
Unfortunate things happened this morning Im late BIG TIME.
suppose to reach at 10.45, yea i reached at 10.54.
i was sooo tired. walked home from tanah merah mrt station to bedok court is really torture for me. though its onli a 10 min walk, the evening sun was not tolerating at all. darn.

so am back here, doing my usual internet routine surf.
neopets... hah. yea .. my stocks are risssiiinnngg.
rising rising rising. its gonna be big neopoints.
huhuhu....

what's so important today?

that's right people,
its the end of my external examinations.
the Olevels have terminated, finally.
can't believe 3 weeks have already passed.

I'll be departing home soon.
another 5 days to go
and its.. taadaa. .jakarta
oh my diva! i shall say this is upward to heaven.
xmas is coming and i have come up with this year's plans.
great!

speaking of a devil,
now i have a problem.
5 days to jakarta will be boredom for me.
what can i do?
people, suggest something for me!

Termination//

so what if she denied it.
I'd rather slapped her.

The police can't do much without having evidences.
she got locked up, however,
being allowed to sleep on the bone stiffing cement,
hand-cuffed.
hooraa.

it doesn't seem too bad, does it?

whatever it is,
her name's blacklisted from this red doted domination,
sent back to her homeland,
i got a new handphone,
a new number (+65-81315147),
and of course, a new maid.

no scoldings from Mother,
nor Father.
I feel satiated.
hmmp. . .

Termination//closed

The Case of the Missing Phone

AKNOWLEDGEMENT::

It pretty late that night. past midnight, in fact..
I left my 1 year old 6600 cellphone in Room #01 [everyone who sleeps in this room has gone back for the holidays. Room's empty.] after hitting the internet.
I did not bother to retrieve the phone upon reaching my room.
I was certain that this home is safe to collect it next morning.

Unfortunately..
I woke up early afternoon the next morning.
I groggily dragged myself to the bathroom and I passed Room #01.
The cellphone flashed into my mind. I have to get it back.
I peeped into the room but there was no sign of the phone.
Mindlessly, I continued my way into the bathroom thinking that the phone might be replaced somewhere else.
After returning fresh, I search the entire Room #01 for the phone but in vain.
I dashed out, questioned my Guardian and she was pretty sure she had not seen it too. I tried calling my number, guess what? OUT OF REACH. hell, it was switched off. It can't be the batteries because I was certain I charged the phone the night before.
My maid was not around, then. She was seemed to be meeting her boyfriend in WTC.
The house phone suddenly rang once, twice and I answered it. It was my maid wanting to talk to my Guardian.
I enquired her instantly about the phone. My tone was calm and idle, not wanting her to think that I was accusing her. However, after her conversation with my Guardian, she complaint harshly that I accused her. TO HELL WITH ALL THE JUDGES!

Maybe it wasn't right to accuse her without any valid evidence after all. But what can i do?
Firstly, everyone was asleep before me.
Secondly, my maid was always the first one to wake up and complete every chores.
Thirdly, I woke up with the phone nowhere to be found and HER gone to bitch around.
In addition to these, my uncle, being a victim of money stealing, and another warden who had lost his cellphone earlier, have accused her as well.

Simple reason, no one else will act nonchalantly. PERIOD.

We're trying to get the cops to attend to this crime.
coz, SHE'S kinda scary and loud and brave-enough-to-kill type.
anwayss, according to my analysis, after accumulating her debt--failed to pay my Guardian, she decided to inhesitantly take my phone, sell it to her boyfriend, get the money, pay my aunt, scram away from home, leaving proofless criminal record.
yea, am trying to defensive. So what? For heavensake, she did not even want to admit! She has a religion and is this how she show God--fulfilling an unwanted task? Pardon me, her Bible reading everynight will be counted wasteful. pity.

Meanwhile, I am trying to act extremely cold towards her, since she does not wanna admit. It's fine with me, fine with the costly phone, fine with God.
She'll just have to wait. Time will wait for her. I will wait for her. Tomorrow will be the RED day. The entire house members will question her till she finally admit. She's doom. Blacklisted from Singapore, my mind.
I really should comment that she is my suspect, unless she could proof me wrong. She failed, however. I feel sorry for her. Geez, I don't really need the phone back but please, please I need her to just shut her burnt frosted lips shut and stop lying...

freakos. am upset. I don't even have the guts to tell Mother.

**the story will resume until further notice**

PROLOGUE::

I need an earlier flight back homeee!!
The boredom's killing me.
Why can't i get an early ticket to jakarta?!
Why are there so many peeps going back to that geepy country.
Can't believe that Im actually missing my brother so much...
such fancy...


3 papers burnt.
a few more to go.
Bear with it. Tolerate it.

E-math was ez?
So what?
It's as if you will scrap the A1's out of us all?
You dumbed ass cracker bone
Hope you'r reading this
to realise your beanie show-off guts.
how hilarious...


EPILOGUE::

Really can't wait to drive my car.
Iv been waiting for ages for my license.
Hiks~
Really can't wait to depart to USA
away from the heat.
migrane~
AARGH// six flag's making me drooL
wait till i get there...

when you believe that nothing is going to fail
or when situations are not about to go wrong,
continue believing,
after all, this is a challenge...


The real game is about to start.
merely.

Im simply excited- naive.
olevel will commence next week with social studies as my first paper.

Im experiencing infinite tension everywhere within my bod.

serem sih. brrr...

"yaahh but gimana lagi yaa.. namanya juga mau lulus ada la sesaat yg akan ngerasa feeling ginian.
feeling yg lumayan enekin yg bisa buat stress dan ngantuk.
apa lagi first paper nya social studies. waddeee.. blajar nya ampe ngosh ngoshaann...
sedih juga ya."

gerry udah pulang kampung,
smua anak kost juga.
gue jadi kesepian di rumah ini.

jadi mau buru2 tgl 25
dua limaaaaaaaa novemmmberrrr gue pulaannggg!
... and neva return.

Dear God,
What kind of inst. am I studying at?
Where there are no study breaks,
No relaxation.

Its pre-OLEVEL period for gracious sake!
Im feeling so jumpy i can't stand stiff.
They made us strode our way there every morning,
every breakdays.
Can't even comprehend the states we are in.
So selfish,
and yet obstinate their own way.

Indeed they are gleeful by making us visit the walls of hell.
The unrest thories,
chunking every single drop of info into our fragile brains.

k'mon dweebs of the compound!
GIVE US A BREAK!
WE WANT HOLIDAYS!

OWRITE ... !

ive been taking in carbon into my system for two consecutive days.
watta wonder.

went to gerry's bbq party at changi- and what do we got?
15 xtra chicken wings [uneaten]. whoohoo... free food, what do you say?

fancy.

woke up this afternoon with smoke hovering around in my room.
really thought that the smoke came from my hair or something.
MAMA SURPRISE another bbq happening outside in my courtyard.
some coincidence huh!

damn.

no choice but to consume more carbon. oooohhh..
watta deal.

[crossed palms] promise myself not to eat smoked-bbq food anymore.
I'LL definitely die within 2 days.

so... mm lets see.
now that am starting to blog again, i hafta to admit that i really love this new skin.
don't be jealous of me, im sorry... but this skin's MIINEE!!

ok, so am rebellious, what can i say?
judge it this way, people.
you'l know me. ** smirks.. kyahaha..

I
am
back

After graduation.
Ther's stil school
wadde...
some relaxation may kill braincells- Right YEA?
p ath e tiQ...

High satisfaction upon prelim results.
OH MY GOD !
unwasted effort towards the interior examinations.
SO... don't hafta waste the $6.80 stamp to USA
just to send those docs n drafts.
Girly HELL.

Why iss it SO difficult to contain my excitement these days?
MAN!
just thinkin about post olevels has loosen my frowns.
the upcoming holidays...
xmas bash...
trips...
art institutes...

've been watching anime for the last few weeks.
initial D is one best automobile viewee.
love it love it love it
juicy cars
y do i love cars?
aren't they such elegant creatures
am gonna be a road racer some day...

moments of fun under the sun

(approx.) Itinerary:

DAY 1

1600hr Arrival at Harbourfront Centre

1600hr-1630hr Tea at the Coffee Beans

1630hr-1635hr Bought RitterSport [bad service]

1635hr-1650hr Check in at level 2

1650hr-1700hr Walked along the isle to Superstar Virgo
took photos with the cruise stars

1700hr-1705hr Became the first passenger onboard.
welcomed with welcome drinks. Si gerry mau
champagne tapi nggk di kasih.

1705hr-1720hr relaxed at Grand Piazza. took photos n videos

1720hr-1800hr went to our cabin in deck 10. cabin 10128.
settled down n enjoyed the balcony view
[boring view of WTC-ship'v not sailed yet]

1800hr-1830hr Toured around the ship.

1830hr-1915hr Dine in mediteranian buffet. damn the buffet, i
turned FAT

1915hr-1945hr Walked up to deck 13. a windy open space for
helicopter.

1945hr-2030hr returned to cabin. bathed

2045hr-2100hr witnessed Virgo's sailed off. bon voyage, singapore!
the loud horn pierced thru our ears

2130hr-2230hr Watched 'SORPRESA', an italian word for SURPRISE in
Lido auditorium. A menacing acrobatic n musical play.

2230hr-2330hr Played Harley Davidson, DDR, Sega Rally
and Daytona in the video arcade.

2345hr-0030hr Had supper in Mediteranian Buffet. ate alot. aint
supposed to. gosh~

0100hr Back in the cabin for the night.ZzZzZ


DAY 2

0730hr-0735hr First handphone alarm went off.snooze.

0735hr-0740hr Second handphone alarm went off. stop.

0740hr-0855hr Rise n shine. opened the balcony curtain n found
out that we were already in the majestic open sea.
reflected sun rays glitters in the surface of the
water.

0855hr-0930hr bathed n off to breakfast [left half an hour more
before they closed the breakfast section]

0930hr-1030hr Had breakfast in Bella Vista

1030hr-1100hr walked around Grand Piazza n back to our cabin to
get our lotions n towels

1100hr-1200hr plunged into the Parthenon Jaccuzzi. hell, dream!
jumped into the pool after that. the water's
in extreme low temperature.brr~~

1200hr-1330hr Rent golf irons n balls from the activity centre
had few shots in deck 13 golf range after our swim.
in-appropriate attires.
haha.

1330hr-1420hr returned the rented irons n balls, back into the
cabin, took our showers n off for lunch.

1420hr-1500hr Had lunch in the Blue Lagoon. i had hokkien mie.
so oily, but taste good. gerry had burger n yohan
had some strange curry laksa plus seafood. :P

1515hr-1645hr Rent monopoly deluxe from the activity centre.
Gerry won. i got bankrupt. yohan got into jail

1645hr-1715hr Had ice cream at The Gelato Cafe.[still very full
actually]

1715hr-1800hr Went back into our cabins to change into our formal
attires to have lucky draw n game n dinner with
some 4 channel U celebrities. don't remember their
names. chinese names are difficult to remember.

1800hr-1900hr lucky draw n games at the Galaxy Of The Stars. took
group photos with the celebrities.

1900hr-2000hr Dine in Bella Vista. we acted so elegant. hahhahaha
Crazy chinese family

2015hr-2030hr Tried our luck to get into the Oasis. the gambling
den. Gerry was caught n got checked his fake IC n
got away.they didn check mine though. haha.
Yohan wasnt allowed into Oasis because of his camera.
too baaddd

2030hr-2040hr Bought tickets for tonight's Topless Show in the
activity centre n rented Monopoly Lord of The Rings.
one of the dice used is from the mahjong game n there
is something creepy about that dice. we got scared.
really scared, with only 3 of us alone in the chess
room

2040hr-2100hr I got bankrupt again. owed yohan n gerry a total of

1400 power. n i only got 50 power. kena pay TAX
summore. my fortress nggk laku.

2115hr-2120hr Got sick thus changed board game. borrowed pictionary
No idea about the game at all. no instruction booklet

2120hr-2220hr Got sick again thus changed game. finally bought
poker cards n played a game of memory, a game of
'bluff' and 2 games of 'daitee'
2220hr-2300hr back into our cabin. relaxed. gazed at the sea.
love the wind. was so happy. an event i'll never
forget.

2330hr-0000hr Watched Topless-DESIRE in Lido auditorium.
so many jikopeks watching. incl gerry and others.
haha

0000hr-0030hr Ate supper at Mediteranian Buffet. am getting FAT!

0030hr-0130hr Up to the Helicopter deck again. enjoyed the breeze.

0145hr Back in the cabin for the nite. ZzZzz..


DAY 3

0730hr-0735hr First HP alarm. snooze.

0735hr-0740hr Second HP alarm. WOKE UP. gazed at the open sea
so FRESH!

0820hr-0900hr Bathed

0900hr-0920hr check out in the reception counter.

0920hr Breakfast in Meditaranean Buffet. only got 5 minutes
to take the food.

0920hr-1000hr Breakfast. Virgo approaching towards singapore.

1000hr-1015hr collected our passports n bill payment

1020hr-1030hr back to cabin. suppose to bring luggage out of the
room.but yohan suffered from stomach ache.

1045hr-1100hr Assemble in The Pavillion upon arrival to singapore.

1130hr HOME BITTER HOME

"i never thought it would be like this

a chain of simple phenomenon

thus a story created"




::fumble fumble, a new era::

in me
it was all joys
no stain of tears
for what i think is right
i've reached to the peak

The ultimate stage

i have no repentance
against the real decision
though i feel really sick in my head
mentally weak

Such absurdity fails to perform

On odd days i am crazed
upon realizing that i am writing
a new script
a new engravement

Great paper works inside my brain

I have indeed seen it
the future and all
the reasons i chose to have
and the true everlasting fantasies



::flash back_______

though at first i have thought that
i wouldnt be able to refresh myself
nor to believe in my words
that significance can only be phrased to one
i was greatly mistaken
i am merely apprehensive now
i understand the consequences
i do.

when said that time waits for no man,
time awaits for me
it does.

_____________________________________________MYSTIqKA

WHAT CAN I SAY ?

so glad i must be mad
to see S.S virgo halting there
with wide open arms

all across the open seas
the highest oceans here we sail
the majestic sun above

into the decks
the isles and corridors
we'll march along wild

"unbearable noise!"
one will protest
do we care? haha...

jumping into the water
hot spas and bubbs
slides and glides, down we'l ride

$100 vouchers for food
isn't it jus too good
a day too soon, let's not be rude

a desire of thousand pics
impossible.
400, allright?

superstar virgo here we come,
all aboard on 6th august
the last one in,
rotten feet!

MystiQ-KA:

felt puzzled for the last 2 weeks,
can't remember whether it is my fault,
or not.

REALLY...

i was in the least apprehensive before
everything started,
cos i forgot about giving a damn into the problem

WAS IT...?

so...the stupid things happen all across late june
goes on to early july.

i shan't emphasize much about these things
cos it's really stupid and dusty.
ain't really clear about the situation.

IN THE MERGE OF...

realising that NDP`04 is going to be a 5-day hol,
my bro and i and a few more friends are planning to
go cruising.
really excited about this great thing.

I WAS SATISFIED...

youth day hol jus ova,
planned to go to sentosa to canoe.
but SHIT, it poured early afternoon.
DAMN the rain, we cancelled the canoeing trip.

POCKETS IN:
________________CARRIED AWAY


its right to be happy
its right to be sad
its right to lie
its right to cry

a new beam from the opp's eyes
someone's got carried away.
HELP!

`unright

`uneven

`untrusted

dews, freshened from his eyes
trickle down the decent line

"one does't know?"

"one will"

"soon...?"

"nope yet"

an empty pocket doesnt repent one from stepping
an unrecognised place

a yet to be wonderful memories beneath

late words to be said
or done

a great desire which can't seem to be accomplished

then alas,
a traumatic mouthful of bullshits to be received

_____________________________________________dammit

\_\_ENDURE THE SUFFOCATION_/_/



VERSE 1____________:

I wasted my money on food;
I wasted my money on transport;
I wasted my money on fashion;
I wasted my money on (true)love;
I wasted my money on physical straining;
I wasted my money on window shopping;
I wasted my money on education;
I wasted my money simply on every single thing i do every single day.

I cant seem to back away.


VERSE 2____________:

I wasted my time for money;
I wasted my effort for money;
I wasted my calories for money;
I wasted my strength for money;
I wasted my sleep-hours for money;
I wasted my day and night for money;
I wasted my June holidays jus to collect money and i am thankful for that.

I cant seem to work that way.


VERSE 3____________:

its because i am enduring this suffocation.


TODAY:

"...i just hit my head in the bustop. no one witnessed, good.
My glasses got knocked down onto the ground. fortunate enuf it didn shattered into pieces and pierced my eyeballs. phew."

"...got a painful bruise jus above my eyes, n i guessed the bruised wuld stay these few days."

"...my head is throbbing now."

"...hiks"

ZOO HOO HOO

Friday Zoo Trip

ANTA-TOUR: "so fun."
ANTA-TOUR: "...it was great."


It was unbelievably 5 years since the last time i visited
SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDEN.

The garden hasnt changed much except for some new decorations
and a few renovations.
I don't remember about the animals, though.

ilegally, ANTA-TOUR accidentally fed the animals with oreo cookies and cheetos. We were merely comprehensive
as the thoughts of STRAITS TIMES NEWSPAPER first page will be written " ANIMALS FOUND DEAD IN MANDAI ZOO BECAUSE OF 8 INCONSIDERATE VISITORS..."
HIKS...

but i guess they enjoi the free treats :)

we spent 6 hours in the zoo,
phototaking, animals-riding, watched animal shows
fantastic.

fancy the cost of 1 piece of photograph taken with a snake
cost you $10.20.
BUMMER

Might as well, we borrowed the fat snake for $20 and
we can take as many shots widdit as we like.
wahhahaa... agak nyolot sih.

met mul in the evening n had dinner together in takashimaya.

it was a great night, a fulfilled day.

TOO BAD i have to do opening earli in the morning.
if not i'd already spent away my night without a waste.


[P.S BTW, i took some 'great' pix. those who are interested to see, please approach me. am approachable. **winks]


__________________________________________________doubts?

:: WEEKEND ends WEEKDAY starts ::


ARR? what am i talking about?
TALKING?__________________________me?

"...as i behold my sadness"


When play gets rough, our bonds amiss
sort them out,
tie them up?
____________________________________I FAILED

Cold? put on a jacket, she says
Cold? an expression she gets
stormed with fury
she strided away
looking back?
*thumbs down*
____________________________________DESPICABLE

Cached emotions in my mind,
i swallowed them one by one

people riding up and down,
here and there

i don't care
____________________________________PLAY DISMISSED

2200hr-timesup, gotta run

race me down the town
a promise i never had
a stalk of lily?
NAH.
a rose instead.

will it be good
will it be bad

PAUSE

being delighted, she jumped, arose upon my letter

_____________________________________INDESCRIBABLE JOY


I headed back home.
I smiled.
She smiled.

" I'm sorry but it's our policy. "

RK: Some policy [HUR*HUR]

CREPES'n'CREME[HMV]

STAFF(s):

They are f*cked up right to their noses. They don't even have the GUTS to send us off. They are totally stunt by my words.
Very funny, indeed.

They are AFRAID.
They are SLOW.
They are CHEAPSK8S.
They are BITCHES n BASTARDOS
They are ARROGANT shits.
They don't know how to serve.
They ain't got any idea of WHAT DA HELL CUSTOMER SERVICE IS.


PURCHASED ITEMS:

Mending enak...

The crepes are too mushy
The icecreams ain't genuine
The servings are too lil compared to their matching price
The EARL GREY TEA shhhuuuucckkksss
They don't provide liquid sugar
The taste is unbearable


RESTAURANT:

looks neat? clean?____________________ALMOST

50c songs all e way.
What is this? 50c concert?

They have no sense of musiX.
They have no adequate aircon.
They provide no servets.
The INTERIOR DESIGN is so low in standard.
There are no paintings nor sculptures.
There are no better looking waitres/waitresses.


OVERALL:

"people...please. dunnot visit that place. It's horrid.
dunnot even steal a glance. u'll regret. man, u will."

They failed to serve.

__________________________________________________________

31st May 2004

Chinese Olevel tomorrow [paper1][paper2]
OooOh. i feel good.
am excited.

Finally.

this kinda exam-in-the-middle-of-holiday cached my mood of studying. i hate this feeling n i hope this will be the onli one.

watever~

MY FRENS,
dunnot be scared,
dunnot be nervous,
dunnot be overstressed,
dunnot decelerate your thinking system...
u'll be affected.

BE COOL
BE XTRA COOL
BE VERY VERY COOL

_______________________________________________________me?

'O' Level MT___________?
oh man, 've been waiting for it...
make it a fast start n a fast ending

Cos then...



movies
movies movies
movies movies movies
movies movies movies movies
movies movies movies movies movies
movies movies movies movies movies movies
movies movies movies movies movies movies movies


movies all the way.
there'r fantastic shows to be shown in cinemas island wide
its gotta be RAD

then it will be

shop
shop shop
shop shop shop
shop shop shop shop
shop shop shop shop shop

ah.dream on.

"... I WANNA GO CRUISING!
...I WANNA GO HONG KONG!
...I WANNA GO GREECE!"

.....................................................
................................I AM A GOOD DREAMER..
.....................................................
......I AM A GOOD DREAMER............................
.....................................................
..............................I AM A GOOD DREAMER....
.....................................................
.....................................................

. A SOLITARY TREE
in
. A SOMBRE FOREST


RIKA: Lone Lady.

jus another boring weekend.

WHY?

1) Fiona flew back to jakarta
2) 'Papa' flew to San Fransisco
3) Gerry stayed in east coast chalet for the nite
4) NO WORK
5) ...............am bored myself. no activity partners.

lucky enough, a fren from jakarta visited singapore.
appreciated her presence maann...without her, id probably sleep all day. hah.

GOSH. its a fortune that today's sunday n tonite fiona is coming back. she'll be reaching here at 2345hr.

ALAS

planned to fetch her actually.
too bad there's school tomorrow.

planned to be away from school again tomorrow.
too bad i remembered that i just skipped school on friday.

am not gonna let mr raj n roziah find out about my misbehaviour.

Report books are going to be distribute to us soon and i dun expect roziah to give me foul remarks.


24th May 04
PAT's sweet 16


HAPPY BDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BDAY TO PAT PATTTTTTTTT

HAPPPPYYY BDAAAYY TTOOOO YYYYOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU


MUACH MUACH.


PAT : may GOD bless you on this very special occasion and may all your dreams come true. May your beauty, charm, courage, love,
stay with you always. :)


A birthday is always a happy thing.


__________________________________________________ RK

Rika shruggs "Flu again..."

i just cant understand why this flu has to start again.
i was just in the midst of daydreaming about how i shall spend this fabulous holiday.

. "holiday? well.....almost."

it seems that we are giving away our june vacation to the teachers. no hard feelings though.

some vacations.hah!
chinese Olevel is coming. my stomach's start turning its guts downside up, left to right.
though this is one subject which i always stay away from, endure of, i am very particular this time. drowning my hatred towards this subject, i gathered my inspirations, tied em up.

that will do it :)


mentioning about june holiday,
ive been thinking...
and thinking...
thinking...

" shall i work full time?"
. " shall i give everything up and play?"
" shall i go on a tour to greece?"
. " shall i study?"
. " shall i jus pray, hard...hoping to catch up?"
" shall i...____________________________________________________



i'll decide.

anyway, i have some great news.
indeed...
THE EXAMS ARE OVER! phew.
ah quite lame. some big news huh.

"Little Susie"

Somebody killed little Susie
The girl with the tune
Who sings in the daytime at noon
She was there screaming
Beating her voice in her doom
But nobody came to her soon...

A fall down the stairs
Her dress torn
Oh the blood in her hair...
A mystery so sullen in air
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care,
Oh the blood in her hair...

Everyone came to see
The girl that now is dead
So blind stare the eyes in her head...
And suddenly a voice from the crowd said
This girl lived in vain
Her face bear such agony, such strain...

But only the man from next door
Knew Little Susie and how he cried
As he reached down
To close Susie's eyes...
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
Oh the blood in her hair...

It was all for God's sake
For her singing the tune
For someone to feel her despair
To be damned to know hoping is dead and you're doomed
Then to scream out
And nobody's there...

She knew no one cared...

Father left home, poor mother died
Leaving Susie alone
Grandfather's soul too had flown...
No one to care
Just to love her
How much can one bear
Rejecting the needs in her prayers...

Neglection can kill
Like a knife in your soul
Oh it will
Little Susie fought so hard to live...
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
So young and so fair

\\_________________________DESIRE ACCOMPLISHED


:: lazying around ::


" these days, the weather has been queer. one moment it can be sunny, and can be pouring in another. the rain hasnt affect much on the weather. its still humid. no oxygen. USELESS"

HOT as in HOT

"hey hey. i love my chinese marks man. B3 for paper 2. cant really believe it. hhahaha. well... maybe for some ppl, and A1 grade is more suitable to cry for. but for me. haha..laugh with me. im satisfied with that. no more worries. Though i see the A1 in my listening compre and a C5 in paper 1, i fancy that, for Christ sake!"

ENCOURAGEMENT

"6 more MYE subjex to complete. unbearable. esp chemistry. damn! 14 core chapters. aint we pathetic. oh my GOD. merciless teachers. hiks hiks.
and add maths. the whole syllabus [well, 2 xcluded topics] WOW. wonderful. i just hafta spend my May days at home wormed to these books.
Then there's this GEOG n SS. i really hate memorisation. i just cant focus..."

DOOMED

"another ultimate conflict. my cousin from indonesia is coming tomorrow. gosh. guess i'll just flunk my moday subjex. geog and emaths 2. hiks hiks. and she'll be here the whole week. my exam week. great timing. very precise. "

BINGO

" finally. jus put up my tag board against this purple new skin. i find this new skin rather nice and neat [the woman at the top right hand corner]. never liked purple b4, wats wrong in trying :j"

BOARDING THE TRAIN

___________________________________________________me?

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DELIGHTED//IDLE//STORMED_____________________________...


*CONGRATULATIONS GREENIES*

37th annual sports meet is over
fortunately green house won champion for everything [incl. banner and cheer]

wonderful

the midyear exams are jus around the corner.
time to get serious

first paper : chinese paper 1 & 2
great. just another boring paper to complete.
lots of vocab to learn n memorise
hopefully a c6 will be seen thereafter
or probably an a1.

haha . watta joke.


Its jus one of these days
so boring
Being idle is not a good thing
and worst of the worse,
the sky is boiling
and sweat is pouring

I cant concentrate
I cant
No motivation
Theres none

HOT.
its too hot
everyday's been hot

Anguished ma mind
Disturbed and blind
They forseen the reality
For then i shall bring it on
For the surface to be open
For them to see
For me to prove
them wrong

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______________un X-pected.un Xensored


`Happy fowtinth burfdae GERRY S.P...may u lead a successful life and may your dreams come to life-/


well, here i am again. finally i am back, active.
it was february since i last BLOG in an entry. Vals day. lets see.
2 months? hhahahaa..time flies so fast. too swift,
and soon i will find myself facing the 'blackhole' the one big thing that start with the letter O. too soon it's too real.

ah, anyway..for the past two months, things seemed pretty creepy.
many things happen unexpectedly and they indeed are disappointing.

collage.

and a few more others.

sad.

many fantastiQue things happened too,
such as my sweet seventeen, 'fergie' #04,#05,#06, the making of class T-shirt of-the-year, working in NZN again, upcoming sports day.
too many to state.
lemmi emphasize one by one. OR maybe jus a few.

my sweet seventeen was held back in my homeland, jkt. on the 13th of marj 04.
too bad it's two days after my actual bday. but its okay. it was glamorous and memorable and it was the greatest event in my life. maybe for now. :)
pink and lavender were the main colour and i am grateful to my mum whu realli puts in full effort in making this party a total success. and not forgetting my dad who spent alot jus to 13th of march ,a big day of mine. everyone who attended my party wore their gowns and long dresses and tuxedos n elitos. i felt respected. thnks to you ppl whu attended my party. i dun realli want to elaborate on the party story cos i'll not want to flood this blog. *hehe

then, nex ting is FERGIE.
aaWWwWw *whines* SHE ROxX *exclaimed*
this fergie is mm a changkat version of fergie in B.E.P
she is so great she turns my life up to down.
well...reasons on WHY-SHE-ROCKS :
1) she believes that she's prettier than fergie without make-up
2) she believes that she's standing in a high rank, with the 4e1 n 4e2 being her top fans
3) she believes that boys are after her
4) she believes that ...argh. cant think of any. if anyone wish to know the complete version of fergie, the UNTOLD STORY OF FERGIE...please approach us n read 4e1 girls' CRAP BOOK 2004.

sports day is coming, and its an "oh yeah" thing to me.
i participated in the events...but i dun expect my self to win la...cos it's jus great to jus participate. hhehhehe .
i participated in the shot put, long jump n high jump, and the 4x400 m girls relay. ah great. im ready to lose :) hehehehehe
and also...our class T-shirt are almost ready. woohoo... i cant wait to wear it! the tshirt-of da year. hahhahaha
the cost of the shirts is xtraordinarily high as we acquire good qualities from giordano n prints from coorperated printing studio. ya..wattodo.. this is our last year. so this will be our unity t-shirts. worth it la

OFF

-rk-

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//unik valentine`s\\


HAPPY VALENTINEs DAY 2004. people!!

hey hey....valentine's day is sooo wonderful. well... wat i mean is that singaporeans are soo obsessed in this event.
everywer my eyes roam, i can see couples everywer... young n oL
boquet of roses, balloons, furry bears...arhh...
pheww..so WAT? hahhaaa... i have 7 girls to date today. bravo bravo...
met the girls [ miiko, B.G, clarie, kohsin n huiru ] downtown at 6 today... gave miiko the gift n fortunately she luvs it! hhahhahaa...errm, are u really that gan dong, miiko? hehhee...glad that u love it. and oh ya, thank you for the necklace, kohsin...:)
we went to BIG O at borders for dinner... the cakes served are similar to those in NYDCs...:)
i had the house's sirloin steak followed by a crunchie hazelnut chocolate cake...indecent obsession nicee... oh ya..another fantastic thing...
we were enjoying free desserts there :) all the desserts are for FREE. hhahahaa.. well..only for us ya i guess:p wattooodddoooo~
hehheee.... shopped at top shop in wisma after that.. B.G n i bought a similar red top...
hehheee...val's day special buys... RED. hearty color huh....
spent a few more minutes together before i went to join gerry andri n david for a movie, GOTHIKA...

watched GOTHIKA in cineleisure at 2230..
watta show. not frightening though it was a really really shocking, loud movie.. spot jantung deh guee... i guessed my adrenaline was gushingall around my body system. hate those sound effex...really scared me. fieuh~

we'll be having BBQ party tomorrow to celebr8 upon the success of our big skit.
promised to teach B.G n clarie how to blade...girls..hope bof of u will learn fast yaa then we can blade together
we planned to go canoeing after that while waiting for the rest of 4e1 to come...
soo fun...it's been so long since i last canoed ..:)

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` a sign of satisfaction


.::HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA CAYANK 10.02.2004::..
it was fiona's birhday yesterday. her sweet sixteen, i can say:)
hahahaa....she's gradually turning into an adult now. pheww..dat was fast.
well... the thing is that i dunnow wat makes her hate gaining age:P
for me, i really want to grow up faster...so that i can have my own freedom, my own authorities, my own rights. self accomplishment of the desires that i want... the 'dream' that i wanted to have...:) hehee.. this is why im realli excited bout my coming bday. my key to freedom...
i bought a mango cake, the day b4... planning to surprise her... well... my plan really worked n it was a success. tears of joy welled up in her eyes wen we brought the bday cake into the canteen, sang her a bday song n 'kissed' her :P...
indeed she was soo happppyy..hahhaaa...i was happy too**

that nite fiona invited some of us to dine at Tony Roma's in suntec city.
the serving size there is really really..hrggg..BIG. even the starters had already make full our stomachs. my GOsH.. couldnt imagine how the hell we could finish our main course. bleaahh...we finally did it... almost puke~luckily the grills there are fantastic.

IN SCHOOL,
zhikai n me completed 4e1's back notice board while kohsin helped us with the letterings for the front notice board. so LECE~ tiring...
it turned out to be alrite tho...:) hoped the teachers love it...
gunpich n i had this idea about re-formatting the seating arrangements in 4e1 classroom. the whole idea is jus to create a nice fresh environment. hehehhe.. we made the arrangements in such a way that the class looks like a parliament room werby ministries sit together to discuss bout the political conflicts in a certain country :P..hehehehhe hope our subject teachers wuld agree widdit. hEhehe..

PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB,
the sec ones have arrived...
made them introduced themselves to us....
we played quite a no. of games, so as to allow the sec ones to get to know each other better...

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\\ days in days out //

FINALLY, the last rehearsal was conducted. hahhahhaa...
at last "4e1 NON-scary Movie" is ready for tomorrow's programme.
hmm :) hmm :)...
jus hafta pray that there'll be no 'visible' flaws. HEHE.
kohsin n me managed to put up the posters jus now...
we attacked various spots in the school to allow the students to notice em :P
SOO JIA LAT

"ZHIKAI...from wat i see, uve been soo busy these days. we realli sympathise u.
u're soo filled with activities like npcc's campcraft, class activities,..etc... poor thing.
but we jus wanna say tht u've done a really GREAT job. take care of urself!!"

fiona's bafday tomorrow. supposed to sabo her. but knowing tht she fell sick today, we decided to give it a miss. poor girl. hope her bafday turns out to be great for her.
u're gonna be sixteen soon,miss.:) hehehehhee dun worry much bout gaining an age la k? im always a year older than u!! n i never grumble :P

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::de arrival of fatigue::

I'll die soon enuph if this continues. it's the beginning of the 2nd month n ive never enjoy a nice, relaxing day. DOOM!
tests everyweek, skit rehearsals, CCAs,...bla bla bla. unbearable.
felt so hopeless these days...cant really do much about it. :(

ah anyway...im going for a job interview tomorrow in cartel tamp mall.
i wanna work. i want to earn my own money so tht i wont worry much bout depletion of singapore dollars anymore. hahaaa...
hope i can start workin soon.

dun feel like writing a blog today.
my hands are weak...
heart is aching, weak...
mental is getting worse...
im missing someone too....
aduuhhh...sedih nya hidup ini..

I WANT TO GRADUATE SOONNNN IN ORDER TO TAKE ART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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.:|:.CLOGGED TOWN.:|:.


it was a COMMOTION in town yesterdae. watta nite! ridiculous**
it was becos of chingay la!! stupid gay nite~
hate chingays.
millions of ppl were down in town tht nite. i think it was like 2 thirds of singapore's population watching the chingay. wats soooooo great bout chingays anyway.
n the brainless thing is tht : why must they organise the chingay in orchard??!? crazy.why cant they jus do it in chinatown or something. well, hey... ppl wanna shop ya!
i got stucked while walking along centrepoint... suffocation**
argghh..dammit. it was humid of cuZ! luckily i didnt faint.hhhahaa

...anyway...searched for gowns. well..not nite gowns ya :P
it's my sweet seventeen gown for my ball party!! wow... feel so excited all of a sudden. ahh..at least my key to freedom is coming. didnt manage to get a nice lavender gown. a difficult colour. all i could find were simple gowns:(
finally decided to hold the party in indonesia. my mom laaa... told her to book a cottage.not a hotel ball room!! i dun feel like wearing formal! but the good thing bout having a party in a hotel ball room is tht my bday cake will be at least a living room table's long.:) hehehe...n it'll be a metre tall. cant wait to slice the cake hheheheee...

had tuition this afternoon at tampines.
the teacher suddenli announced to fiona n me tht he'll be flying to china this mid feb n wont be able to return for a longgg loong time. damn.
it's okie...at least he recommend us his assistent. he told us tht his asst's grades are better than him:s...aiyoo.heheheeeeee:P
after tuition supposed to go to church. unfortunately it poured :( ..HEAVILY. funny thing the sky is bright...**

finally decided to go to orchard again.at least today there's no more chinGAY.
supposed to watch The Last Samurai. but the tickets were sold out. the nex available show was onli at 2.20 am. crazzyyy... i guess the show is realli fascinating.
after a small discussion, we then decided to watch Peter Pan. yioooo... felt young again.hahhahaa..not bad for a show la.. the lil guy whu plays peter pan looks cute.
hahaa..handsome tho.

reached home around11.40...
gotta sleep soon... tomrrow going to job's house to complete the costumes n props for our cme skit. meeting my classmates at 9 am in tamp. soo earliii...pingsan ahh~

|| OVERSPENT ||






RK: dying from depletion of singapore dollars.

man! im really gonna thrash someday~ goshh..it's not even weekends n ive already spent for aroiund $380. it's DUMB. really dumb.
ah..but this time i wudnt wanna blame mysef. paid the internet bill jus now.
the internet bill itsef is already $239. damn.
went to bugis yesterday with miiko, priscilla n kohsin. enjoyed.
ah...found this really great looking black bag n decided to buy. i remembered hesitating- to buy or not to buy...to buy or not to buy. then kohsin laaa... aiyeeee
forced me until like WAT maannn.... ah.n i decided to purchase it. :(

then this morning was late. waited for a taxi with gerry.
stupid taxi system. why the fark mus there not even a taxi vacant around 7 am?
i was feeling really despo n agitated by the stupid taxis.
in the end we decided to skip skul la.. i cant take the faQ that i must add an hour to my detention debt. owed mr tan 2 hours... neva i wanna make it 3.
so...we got hopeless n went back upstairs, grabbed our clothings n we ciao again. this time to town la... wer elsee?
had breakfast at mc donalds centrepoin, studied for 2 hours... it was still 10.50 then... [hiksss...guessed my frens were having their recess:(...missed emm!]
gerry was so impatient tht he wanna rush me to play pool wifim. the pool kiosks are not open yet.. finally stopped by at uob bank...decided to reapply my stolen uob atm card.got charged $5. :( bleaaahhh
gerry went home after tht n i continued my way to taka alone. supposed to meet miiko n gang again.but they're having chinese remedial i think :(
so...strolled in kinokuniya...purchased TOEFL book...gotta prepare le...i wanna score for TOEFL!!
met andri after 2 hours of lonesome in tht bookstore. it wasnt bad... browsed at graphic design books...really cooL..cant wait till i graduate n take the major! ahh..

shopped around orchard with andri....
finally went to pacific plaza. looked at DC shoes. they looked soo..erhhhmmm.. delicious. :p~.... really cant resist the temptation of buying. fell in love with a black with strikes of red DC. damnn....finally i bought IT!!!!! nvm... anyway.. i really need a new pair of sk8 shoes. SPENT AGAIN. i sweeearrrrrrrrrr SWEAARRR i wont spend againnn!!! major probleemm~ *sikkkkhhh*

but it's okieee..at least it's not waste buying tht shoes. once i reached home this afternoon, i tried em on... skate around, did a few ollies ..ah not bad, maann.. new shoes feel much much better than my friction-less gallaz shoes... tha sole intacts with the sand paper accurately n its fixed :P
ah wat am i blabbering about... guess i shud sleep ready.... soo sleeppyy :s
tomorrow fiona coming to my house at 9.30...shall rise early **

this is so distracting






Question which i ask myself each day: why's singapore's downpour always at the wrong time? the wrong location n wrong intention?
maann~these days have been soo coolllldddd....as cold as my distracted life-my entangled saladays. gossshhhh~ i guess im participating in a wrong category. a "never-be-mine" category. "...you dun belong to me"
cant relax, cant drift back,things must move on. dun ever allow congestion to occur :(

things are getting really serious each day. it's like there's at least a test in a week.
unbelievable. tomorrow there will be 2 tests-geog & eng. RIDICULOUS.
ah...anyway..talking bout english. our UNREASONABLE lady teacha...she's likeaa... FREAK.! dammit..cant hold my patience anymore.she's really testing all of my patiency each day. wats wrong with her anyway? setimental, biased n FAKE . tht's her true PROFILE. maannn... can't stand her. even a strand of hair in my head cant stand jus by looking at her UNEXPRESSIVE dog-ed face**
errhhmm..kk enuf of insulting her. i'l hafta stop or else i'll contaminate this whole entry with her negativ descriptions. :) muahahahhaaa~ im soo mean. yea..wattooddoo?

ah anyway...jus finished studying geog. kinda realxed now.
went to tampines mall jus now...the intention is to escape from my boredom by studying outside n to buy my neccesities...
sat at cartel for about 4 hours. ate dinner n studied. bleaahhh... luckily andri was wif me. if not i'll b sleeping alreadi:P but cartels have this poor factor of installing UV lights every wer in the cafe. radiation took place wenever i visit there maann... damit.makes my head throbbed.
wattooddoo...cant resist the temptation of making tht place a study corner for me. i just love their frappes n pasta. ahh...
but one thing tht we hate is the smell of cartel... andri hated it most. hahaa ya nggk ndri? gue juga enek sih ma bau nya.. the smell entered our maths tb once n wuldnt go off till a week later. major prob~

:longing 4 a miracle...
.::whatta feeling i have. ::.
....::a sudden ego like this ::...
.......:: realli is unpredictable ::......
...........:: im holding my own trust::.......
..............:: into my own objections..::.............


FINALLY reached singapore after a 'loOoOng' flite which actually is onli an hour n a half flying distance...well...this time it's loooong. y?
well becos 1st reason: the plane is too small [boeing 737-300] not accustomed to
the freakin price ive paid!
2nd : bad weather
3rd : bad seating arrangements
becos of the stupid rainy weather n the size of the plane, we suffered from turbulence during the flite jus now. the plane is too small that the whole thing shook for approximately 5 minutes.haha.watta joke. well, i take it as a free ride of a stimulator in a theme park. 10 free stimulator rides. whoo~
i will swear to myself not to take GARUDA airlines anymore.for the whole of my mortal life. disappointing.
this coming marj hols mus 'grab' for good airline tickets... no regrets this time.

arh..anyway...supposed to skate with bernard n ppl this evening.
as iv said- stupid weather... plan cancelled. GREAT.
i just hafta to wait for tomorrow, then. i then realised patience is quite important when it comes to guide me during kanchiong-ness:P

oh ya..just remembered i still owe MR RAJ maths homework for 5 days meaning 5 hours.dammiit... i forgot~must rush for it tomorrow. watthha holiday. SHORT holiday. :(
ah it's okie...at least this kinda holiday produced income. received not a bad amount of cash for my redpackets... CONTENTED :) hmmm:)

**HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2004**

reached jakarta at bout 1 am + yesterday...
stupid garuda flite! delayed my prescious time. 1 hour of delay!! cant u imagined tht?!!
stupid flite...i will never take tht flite anymore!!! some more it's one of the most ex flite!! dammit~ waste money

this morning was forced to wake up at 7 am. makes me sick~ not enuf sleeeep..
**gosshh...
arrghh..anyway it's chinese new year..cant take the chance of being lazy in the morning..cos will bring me bad luck for the whole yearrr... i will be lazzy thruout the year...cant imagine tht :P
wore my new 'future state' read sleeveless shirt... kinda orientalist i can say... aahh..not too bad for a chinese new year clothing. everyone says it's cool..
thnks ya fio cayank untuk pilihin untuk gue!!!muaccch~

ah..im feelin great today...
received a bagful of angpaoss... yeeaaa..can pay my overdue bills. damn..
felt sleepy today as iv predicted... slept in my grandmum's house for 2 n a haf hours. my contact lenses went dry...scary... afraid tht history will repeat itsef. the last time i was almost blinded by the stupid lenses.
went to the mall with my cousin alias memew alias olivia... thot all the shops are closed..haha i was wrong...the mall was crowded. onli a small no. of shops are closed. lucky thing~

going back singapore this coming saturday...
"...i missed singapore ya knowww"...:)
missed my room, schooL, geng indo, classmates, my kidsista, my board, my freedom...
hahaaa..guessed im receiving nostalgias oredy...gotta stop this.

anyway...the internet tht im using now is soo damn cheap!!
it's onli 3000rp for 1 hour which means 60 cents in sg$.
waahhh.i dun know how much this kiosk can make permonth with such lil income.
ah im being kaypo er n kaypo er each year...
mus stop the stupid habit of being kaypo..thinking bout shops with lil income...

visited town yesterday n today... BORING.
apparently this place has such lil entertainment. maklum la negara imut.
nyway...we hafta barged downtown for chinese new year shoppings...
new clothes, hairstyles...eventually we aren't supposed to wear other than red during chinese new year. mmm RED. well..not a prob to me. luv the color alot, maann...
had this insane idea of slashing my hair to a diff style... kinda bored with fringy style now... i prefer something diff for 2004. a year which i believe is going to be rad.
so my hairstyle mus be rad too, i suppose. hehhehee :P

yesterday midnite,rico, gerry n me made this 'scary movie' via hp.
videocammed a cool video bout 'pontianak in the garden'
an original video production of our own...crept down to the 1st floor, all the way to the garden surrounded by these dimmed litted garden lamps. perfect for setting up a ghost clip.hhahahaa... kinda stupid..i mean i AM stupid...makes myself look stupid in the clip by becoming the 'lady in whyt' but.. i must say tht it's good. looks real.
psst..esp with gerry's 'SISSY's CRY'.....hahhahaaaa.watan iddieett.

this afternoon i accompanied my dear wife, fiona to IKEA jus now...
the last time i went to ikea was bout 2 months back... in nov.
the things there weren't new yet... BORING**.. same old stuff~~
how i wish they wuld produce more products n designs soonn... cant WAIT!
supposed to go to church after ikea.unfortunately we were too tired n sleepy.
never had enuf hours of sleep everyday... wat a pity.

today's amaths qualifying test was kinda hard biskuit.
dammit. my trigo skill was kinda black out jus now. ARRGGH.. watta waste of effort. n mr RAJ will surely nag.." this we'v gone thru alot of times...why da hell u missed it?!"
aaarrghh...now i already can imagine his 'sentences-of-kill'
anyway...the qualifying test gives me MIGRANE now. dammit... my head is soooo pain now. shud sleep earli later.

furdamore, jus got home from sk8ing with kent, bernard, lolla n jeremy.
soo tired. the tiredness add up to my migrane... dammmm...

CCA orientation is tomorrow.
hafta go to sch. luckily it's in the afternoon cos i'll not wan to be forced to wake up.
good thing i have a really good excuse for flagday tomorrow. hhahaaa.....
my class has got a flagday to do tomorrow. poor thing. hahahaaa...but me? NO.
id rather do my duty... but HHECK... whu wuld like taking photo ALONE?!
job, my photography partner has gone back to thailand this morning.
the boi has received a tragedic news this morning... cant blame him...poor guy.

FINALLY the library is back active again. was able to borrow books at last.phewww...
a long holiday without reading any books is a dangerous thing. my reading habits have gone n so i havta start reading again.
borrowed 2 books by LURLENE McDANIEL. She's a good writer i can say.
she writes about tragedic, fatal sickness that people suffers. fatal sickness incl. HIVs, LUKEMIAs n all funny kinds of cancers. blindness, paralisms...etc.
kinda tragic tho it sounded pretty alrite for some ppl.

Nyway... today's really a loooooooooooong day. furthermore...TIRING.
had 3 EL periods this morning. n i'll say that i cant stand PREMCHAN anymore. she is supposed not to be promoted to be an EL teacher...so.. why d wrl shud she take charge of 4e1's EL? cmon PEOPLE!!!we gotta have someone whu is really willing to teach PROPER EL. during her lesson, she wasted 1 period nagging at us jus becos our assignments werent properly completed. IT's HER FAULT. she expects us to do everything in one go n she wuld refuse to answer our questions due to her loss of patiency... AARRGGHH... cant do anything bout it tho. :(

then we had assembly this afternoon.
it's all bout the MUSICAL thingy that they had it for lastyear's school official opening. well...haha...lucky for me tht i got to see it for the first time if not i'll be BORED~
not bad for changkat. CONGRATULATIONS, participants... uve excell "changkat's pride"...ahahaaa...
then we had this maths remedial after the assembly...
mana udah capek lagi... wanna diee!!!
cos after maths remedial, somehow fiona n i gotta rush to RELIANCE travel to issue our flite ticket back to jakarta... such happenings...

so...wen i got home, i slept for 4 hours.woke up at 10pm.
n shocking me... there's no more dinner for me as da ppl in the house thot im still not home yet. such ppl!!...

wat a weekend! ends really fass...
went to try out a new tuition teacher on sunday.
took the mrt to his house in tampines.
he's fiona's tuition teacher actually. she promised he wuld be good.
k.i trust my wife.hahahaa...
indeed he's NOT BAD. he's suppose to teach us add maths.
but he said tht he's able to explain physics too. perfeQ.
after tuition that evening, fiona n i attended our usual evening mass in holy trinity church...
walked to tampines mall after tht.
actually we had gone to tm b4 the tuition as well.
n OH MY GOD. we met many ppl.
gosh...tampines mall is soooooooooooooooooo 'popular'
hahahahahaaa...

the CCA orientation which will be held this saturday makes me really busy:(
spare my effort on photography club.
did a pathetic hand made banner which really saves the club's money.
this club is suffering in poverty. so... i cant spend foya foya.TOO BAD.
anyway, i hope the orientation will be a successful one cos this will be my last year judging the orientation. :p

tomorrow.... gotta issue my flight ticket for the departure to jakarta this coming chinese new year. ahhahaaa..soo happyyyy... flying back to jakrta AGAIN.
gosh... it's been 6 full years since the last time i spend my chinese new year in jakarta... so... nex wednesday, my bro n i, together with fiona n lolla are leaving singapore for 4 days. ~kinda excited bout this coming event.

woke up this morning with stiffness evrywer...
guessed it's because of yesterday's run.
had P.E yesterday, n MR OH made us run around the school.
from the starting point, the fitness area, out to the school's back gate, back into the canteen, into the field, AROUND the field [luckily it's onli 1 round], along the corridor, n back to the fitness area. DAMN~ 2 months of holiday without excersise really makes everyone unfit.hahahaa...
n now my legs are soo stiff. muscle aches..erkh..
forced my self to swim jus now... thot tht it wuld be good to cure muscle aches.
hope it's effective.

went to play pool yesterday.
supposed to go home after tht... but rico insisted to visit changi village since we missed the place so much.hahahaa... the BAPOKS..heheheee...
there were onli a number of em yesterday...
soo boring...n we met "kumar" [a name given to a bapok who never quit standing in the same spot EVERY time we visit the place]..
bored, we went to changi hospital for fun...maybe it's becos iv been in jkt for a long time tht i miss those places so much..hhaaaa..
it's andri's first time there...so..he's kinda fidgety about getting onto the peak of the building... :P

we then went on a hunting party to search for CARS in which bapoks are brought. ya know.. for a 'blowjob' or something. so... we found quite a number of cars.
toobad they covered the windows with blinds.!
we got hopeless n at last we used this really strong torchlite in yohan's car n shone on the cars.hahahaaa....
then we came across to this red bmw. the bapok lagi enak2 blowjob malah nengok. hahhaaa..bof of em GOT SHOCK i guess...mhuahahahaaaaaaaa....
we escaped n drove home....
wat a fun journey yesterday. too bad fiona n the rest of da gals cant follow us...
stupid guardians~

P.S- a new album has launched n my studio, featuring 2004

skul jus started a few days back
n im stil in a holiday mood n attitude.
well...not likely but i miss indonesia.
miss them all!

this year is kinda bz year.
homework is given everyday,
lessons ends at 2.10. damn...
felt so sleepy this mornning..
especially during chinese lesson.
a new teacher teaches us.
i dun like the teacher... damn...
she's SOOOO...errhhkk.
forget it...dun talk bout her.

anyway....
this year is my last year in singapore.
soo happy. well...at least im graduating SOON!
and im hitting the university in illinois!
talking bout illinois makes me feel sooo exxcited!
altho Olevels are coming to me this year...hahaaa..