10.30.2004

when you believe that nothing is going to fail
or when situations are not about to go wrong,
continue believing,
after all, this is a challenge...


The real game is about to start.
merely.

Im simply excited- naive.
olevel will commence next week with social studies as my first paper.

Im experiencing infinite tension everywhere within my bod.

serem sih. brrr...

"yaahh but gimana lagi yaa.. namanya juga mau lulus ada la sesaat yg akan ngerasa feeling ginian.
feeling yg lumayan enekin yg bisa buat stress dan ngantuk.
apa lagi first paper nya social studies. waddeee.. blajar nya ampe ngosh ngoshaann...
sedih juga ya."

gerry udah pulang kampung,
smua anak kost juga.
gue jadi kesepian di rumah ini.

jadi mau buru2 tgl 25
dua limaaaaaaaa novemmmberrrr gue pulaannggg!
... and neva return.

10.19.2004

Dear God,
What kind of inst. am I studying at?
Where there are no study breaks,
No relaxation.

Its pre-OLEVEL period for gracious sake!
Im feeling so jumpy i can't stand stiff.
They made us strode our way there every morning,
every breakdays.
Can't even comprehend the states we are in.
So selfish,
and yet obstinate their own way.

Indeed they are gleeful by making us visit the walls of hell.
The unrest thories,
chunking every single drop of info into our fragile brains.

k'mon dweebs of the compound!
GIVE US A BREAK!
WE WANT HOLIDAYS!

10.16.2004

OWRITE ... !

ive been taking in carbon into my system for two consecutive days.
watta wonder.

went to gerry's bbq party at changi- and what do we got?
15 xtra chicken wings [uneaten]. whoohoo... free food, what do you say?

fancy.

woke up this afternoon with smoke hovering around in my room.
really thought that the smoke came from my hair or something.
MAMA SURPRISE another bbq happening outside in my courtyard.
some coincidence huh!

damn.

no choice but to consume more carbon. oooohhh..
watta deal.

[crossed palms] promise myself not to eat smoked-bbq food anymore.
I'LL definitely die within 2 days.

so... mm lets see.
now that am starting to blog again, i hafta to admit that i really love this new skin.
don't be jealous of me, im sorry... but this skin's MIINEE!!

ok, so am rebellious, what can i say?
judge it this way, people.
you'l know me. ** smirks.. kyahaha..

10.14.2004

I
am
back

After graduation.
Ther's stil school
wadde...
some relaxation may kill braincells- Right YEA?
p ath e tiQ...

High satisfaction upon prelim results.
OH MY GOD !
unwasted effort towards the interior examinations.
SO... don't hafta waste the $6.80 stamp to USA
just to send those docs n drafts.
Girly HELL.

Why iss it SO difficult to contain my excitement these days?
MAN!
just thinkin about post olevels has loosen my frowns.
the upcoming holidays...
xmas bash...
trips...
art institutes...

've been watching anime for the last few weeks.
initial D is one best automobile viewee.
love it love it love it
juicy cars
y do i love cars?
aren't they such elegant creatures
am gonna be a road racer some day...