its been a while, i know.
ive been worrying about my I-20 and all fuckin laws do i care.
its so easy to get in touch but yet horrified
when the message wasnt so approving.

I miss Singapore,
I miss school,
I miss my brother.

I miss everything old even though a prototype event is coming up.
I realised this stupidity and tried to shift.

This afternoon I cleaned up the turtles' tank in my backyard.
Hoof. whatta smell, spent an hour doing that before i hurried to the mall to get some fruits. my body has lack of vitamins cos i found myself breeding flaghms in my throat and alll the way thru my osoephagus towards my lungs.
Now then i realised hows the feeling of death.

gracious God, am going to China for 2 weeks.
cos we'r gonna spend our chinese new year there.
Can't remember china... its been years since i last stepped onto the land.
I can onli remember the filthy ... erhm... EXTREME filth toilet condition in beijing.
pathetic cubicles without doors adhered.
holi...