6.23.2004

POCKETS IN:
________________CARRIED AWAY


its right to be happy
its right to be sad
its right to lie
its right to cry

a new beam from the opp's eyes
someone's got carried away.
HELP!

`unright

`uneven

`untrusted

dews, freshened from his eyes
trickle down the decent line

"one does't know?"

"one will"

"soon...?"

"nope yet"


an empty pocket doesnt repent one from stepping
an unrecognised place

a yet to be wonderful memories beneath

late words to be said
or done

a great desire which can't seem to be accomplished

then alas,
a traumatic mouthful of bullshits to be received

_____________________________________________dammit

6.13.2004

\_\_ENDURE THE SUFFOCATION_/_/



VERSE 1____________:

I wasted my money on food;
I wasted my money on transport;
I wasted my money on fashion;
I wasted my money on (true)love;
I wasted my money on physical straining;
I wasted my money on window shopping;
I wasted my money on education;
I wasted my money simply on every single thing i do every single day.

I cant seem to back away.


VERSE 2____________:

I wasted my time for money;
I wasted my effort for money;
I wasted my calories for money;
I wasted my strength for money;
I wasted my sleep-hours for money;
I wasted my day and night for money;
I wasted my June holidays jus to collect money and i am thankful for that.

I cant seem to work that way.


VERSE 3____________:

its because i am enduring this suffocation.


TODAY:

"...i just hit my head in the bustop. no one witnessed, good.
My glasses got knocked down onto the ground. fortunate enuf it didn shattered into pieces and pierced my eyeballs. phew."

"...got a painful bruise jus above my eyes, n i guessed the bruised wuld stay these few days."

"...my head is throbbing now."

"...hiks"

6.12.2004

ZOO HOO HOO

Friday Zoo Trip

ANTA-TOUR: "so fun."
ANTA-TOUR: "...it was great."


It was unbelievably 5 years since the last time i visited
SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDEN.

The garden hasnt changed much except for some new decorations
and a few renovations.
I don't remember about the animals, though.

ilegally, ANTA-TOUR accidentally fed the animals with oreo cookies and cheetos. We were merely comprehensive
as the thoughts of STRAITS TIMES NEWSPAPER first page will be written " ANIMALS FOUND DEAD IN MANDAI ZOO BECAUSE OF 8 INCONSIDERATE VISITORS..."
HIKS...

but i guess they enjoi the free treats :)

we spent 6 hours in the zoo,
phototaking, animals-riding, watched animal shows
fantastic.

fancy the cost of 1 piece of photograph taken with a snake
cost you $10.20.
BUMMER

Might as well, we borrowed the fat snake for $20 and
we can take as many shots widdit as we like.
wahhahaa... agak nyolot sih.

met mul in the evening n had dinner together in takashimaya.

it was a great night, a fulfilled day.

TOO BAD i have to do opening earli in the morning.
if not i'd already spent away my night without a waste.


[P.S BTW, i took some 'great' pix. those who are interested to see, please approach me. am approachable. **winks]


__________________________________________________doubts?




6.08.2004

:: WEEKEND ends WEEKDAY starts ::


ARR? what am i talking about?
TALKING?__________________________me?

"...as i behold my sadness"


When play gets rough, our bonds amiss
sort them out,
tie them up?
____________________________________I FAILED

Cold? put on a jacket, she says
Cold? an expression she gets
stormed with fury
she strided away
looking back?
*thumbs down*
____________________________________DESPICABLE

Cached emotions in my mind,
i swallowed them one by one

people riding up and down,
here and there

i don't care
____________________________________PLAY DISMISSED

2200hr-timesup, gotta run

race me down the town
a promise i never had
a stalk of lily?
NAH.
a rose instead.

will it be good
will it be bad

PAUSE

being delighted, she jumped, arose upon my letter

_____________________________________INDESCRIBABLE JOY


I headed back home.
I smiled.
She smiled.