give thanks and praise for the 30 first...
2 when tea, 2 more to go

ENGLISH CLASS WAS DISMISSED EARLY TODAY!
hoorayy hoorayy. Perkins probably got tired of us,
and cut off as much time as possible just in order not to
look at our faces.
so anyway, during english class,
Yana and I played this horrible horrible truth game.
each of us has to write questions for each other.
So, we have to answer the questions truthfully.
there are some horrid questions, believe me.
STUPIDITY! hahhahahaa. it was fun, of course.
i got to extract her secrets today. (:(:

and also, another thing to be relieved about:
WE CONFESS TO NICO THIS NOON.
Listen to what he's got to say:

"ALL THE THREE OF YOU?! A WITHDRAWAL?!
WHERE'R YOU GUYS TRANSFERRING TO?

"..the Academy." we answered.
all my thought was, WHATEVARR

"WELL, THAT'S A GOOD SCHOOL, I SUPPOSE."
he answered back, fighting against his dropping tears.
he'd probably gonna lose a president list student and a honor list student.
that's it. so what? he's still got a loadful of em.

then as we walked away, Yana heard what she had to hear,
"I CANT BELIEVE IT! ALL 3 OF THEM ?!"
Well, there was Jon there at the scene.
So, he'd probably blabber everything to Jon as he distress upon his fury.

geez... i didn know this little thing is becoming larger and larger.
and soon the entire school would find out.
im excited!
let's see what would happen next-

Hey, people of 7th storey,
YOU JUST HAVE TO KNOW TO UNDERSTAND,
understand?

the thirtieth!
*STFU already, its the thirtieth!!

ooohhh hurry up, please leave the month of august!
leave this month and move along into september.
sounds better?
YES, September sounds better.
perhaps i shouldn get so napsu.
afterall, this could be a surprise for those ppl
back in jkt.
hehehhehehee....

so anyway, nothing much happened today.
just for the fact that the house got quieter now.
no more "mama's cooking for dinner tonight"
nope. no more. well, i cooked just now.
yohan's got to cook kangkung and i got to cook the corns.
guess what. yohan put excessive terasi into the kangkung and it got salty.
and now Im having too much salt intake.
OOWWW.
but it's ok. after all, everyone has been wrong.
but i havent?! hehehheee. whatevooo.
im just kidding... im too bold for this.
hey hey people!
labor day is coming, hooray!

LABOR DAY OR NO LABOR DAY, I HAVE MONDAY FOR A HOLIDAY.

twenty ninth.
i know what it means. you do as well.
mama's flying back today...
this home's likely to quiet down again.
*awww*
that sounds so bad, but i'll try to keep it down.
pardon me, up.

its been 3 nights of bedless dreams.
im getting used to it.
"wheres my stool?"
"wheres my mattress?"
"who cares?"
*hahaaa*

GODIVAirs me on.

icantwaitcantwaitcantwait.

NOW, here's a quote:
"have any of you ever encounter a feeling where you're kept waiting for something far away and suddenly its just there right before your eyes and you never felt so happy before thus you keep jumping joyously celebrating your victory and you never know that it's happening already then you keep wondering why when and how did it happened??"

well i have.

yoohooo! i managed to complete my homework.
what a good sunday afternoon.

its monday again tomorrow.
the start of the week, but i aint monday blues honey!
no school for me every monday. hooray to Rika!

It's the twenty eight now.
u know what that means.

the smell of quesadilla is hoverin'.
good aroma. im heating the leftover quesadillas from yesterday.
yumm. im hungry already?!
i just had a whole baked potato for lunch.
it was stuffing alright.
it was sooo GOOD.with the taste of butter and salt and bacon bits,
but im in for another quesadilla leftover.

so brb.

today is the twenty seventh.

jiggle to my rhyme.
whateva.

oo yea, we went on a house hunt today.
first one off to sunset area.
we found a few houses and they said to be an open house tomorrow at 2.
well, the houses here ranging around 600K-900K in sunset.
mostly a 2 bedroom.
and then there's this leasing townhomes in the villas parkmerced.
the buggiest townhomes ever. but i still like it.
because then i can rear dogs. big dogs.
then rollerblading path.
that is my heaven.
so anyway, after that we went to Daly city.
the houses there are meant to be cheaper.
but alas. we found this open house of 6 bedrooms and 3 bath and an open garden and a garage.
WALILEE...
its close to 900K what the hell.
yes, the house looks sweet as caramel but o man.
people... i need a home!
help...

public storage is helping us alot.
my stuffs are nestled there in lot 3110.
im surprised. our apartment is empty already! well, except for some necessities.
and hey! since our mattresses have been moved, we get to sleep on the carpet.
my back isnt working very welll with the carpet and the bedsheets.
last night, i had a strange dream. it started off with a really bad dream.
there's this divorced parents of one, whom the wife was expecting another baby.
when the baby was borned, both parents got divorced lawfully, thus abandoning their two children.
upon being independent, the elder child grew to love his baby brother so much that he had became protective.
and then somehow an insect, a bee most likely stung the baby right on the forehead.
he was struggling for survival and when his brother was about to seek help,
there was this dozen of bees attacking him, killing both boys.
i went off crying in my sleep. its hurtful to see the boys linger just like tht.
waiting for a miracle that somehow someone would take em with em.
i couldnt help it...
i was half conscious when i realized i was sniffing.
when i fell asleep again, i had another dream....
this time, it had me giggling my ass off. o_o! what a change!
anyway, so the dream went like this.
i was playing catch with my brother, kevin.
we were fleeing in the air, so free...
in the dream, both of us seemed so happy, no worries or anything.
so he was being 'it' and i was flying up and down to avoid him.
and so we finally landed on ground, and felt groggy cos it was really difficult to walk steadily after the flee.
its a fancy that i can experience a flyng sensation in my dreaam, huh!!!
hahhaaa.. and so, i continued running and running.
but he laughed so hard that it was almost impossible to run.
well, i had to laugh too. cos it was all too funny.
and so, i realized iwas again, laughing in my sleep.
yana mst be thinking how stupid i look laughing in my sleep.

aah, whatever. but all i knew was..
i miss my brothers so much.

justanothertwentyfivedays.

let the countdown start now.
today is the twenty sixth.
So, in exactly twenty seven days, everything will change.
the day, the time, the temperature, the atmosphere, the food, the people, the feeling, the everyday life.
everything everything. **LAUGHS

we went to fisherman's wharf today.
for my third time this time.
but this time it's different. i enjoyed myself so much.
maybe because we get to be the front standees.
I have always wanted that and i get it this time.
i appreciate it.

someday i'll buy a horse.
i'll grow old in a countryside and i'll build myself a ranch.
i'll have horses, dogs, and a few seagulls.
i dont mind another sealion.
and then, there'll be my truck. Dodge RAM 1500.
im having another hallucination, pardon me.

one, its like a dream come true.
two, just want to be with you.
three, boy it's plain to see,
that you're the only one for me.
four, repeat steps one through three.
five, make you fall in love with me.
If ever i believe my work is done,
Let us start back at one.

Mr Thursday is taking attendance right now.
Screw him didn call out my name loud enough!
i didn respond to him... its to my advantage that i sit towards the very end this morning.

we will continue our application for AA today after school.
I hope i get this cleared up for i dont have to fumble over that anymore.
oooo.
i have finally told my mum Im coming home for Fall.
and all the way towards christmas.
so glad so gladd.
she didn believe me at first.
whocares, no one believes me.
im going homme!

just hope tht i dnt get jetlag.

what a looongg weekend. school again tomorrow.
finally.

Indo day just over, i admit it, i work my ass off.
gila man!

oh yea, my mom in law is here.
with my brother in law too.
i miss them a lot. this is the cause of the long weekend.
i hope we really are going to seattle.
yay!

udah ah cape ngeblog. males.
gue nyambungin lagi besok

Happy Birthday to Jenn
Happy Birthday to Budi

I cant get enough of birthdays.
they are just fun fun fun.
I should in fact name it Funday.
and they'd be like,
"Hey, it's my funday today. Call me up, we'll go for a drink!"
How neat and spontaneous it would be.

Julius Caesar has finally ended for us.
at last thy turn shall see not again.
We finally tried the Tamales.
the Q wasnt too long then. we were lucky.
TAMALES IS SO GOOOD.
oh yea, yana and I bought kettle corns.
the best kettle corns evaaa. and of course we brought that up to Perkins' class.
you guys should know the true reason.

Im going to make a brochure for Haight Ashbury!
Im so excited.
Im trying to come up with a cool layout for this particular brochure.
hope everything turns out to be just fine. (:
.
.
.
.

"Im not as excited anymore."

I hate to say this
but indeed this is happening.
why cant the path intertwine the way we wanted?
All the things Iv thought about in the early past.
Its never ever coming true anymore.
Id bet that!

I really wanted what I had thought it would turn out to be.
and now I have to tag the rules.
i guess id better off enjoy the game.

chances will come in the near future.
would it or would it not.
I will never find out now.
nor im strong enough to think about
the consequences.

following up, the nick of time.
where there's something to hurry.
there are two things, in fact.
i know i will make it through.
in a successful way or another.

I want what i want...

Week 5 : Midterm

Start of midterm today.
it means, hoorayy.
The faster, the better.

In terms of food,

I ate:

7:20 am: Hard boiled egg + vitamin D milk
9:30 am: A bite of turkey ham sandwich + cheetos
11:00am: Oatmeal Raisins crunch bar
12.10pm: Egg sausage pasty + Beef tostitos
4:00 pm: Chocolate Pop Tarts w/ Marshmallow
7.30 pm: Chinese food; the 8 immortals

I dont know what leads me to this kind of diet.
Im in the risk of minor diabetes,
Sudden obesity,
overflow sugars in blood.

mhuahhaha...
guess what?! Farmers' Market tomorrow.
peaches, grapes, nuts, here we come.
Mr. Perkins, here we come. o no no no no

its saturday again.

Ive been feeling funny nowadays probably because im transferring of school.
but hey, im excited too. we're moving to the Academy of Art University.
yea, i have to face the facts, they said. that the art institute is no longer my track.
so, fathom. thank you.
so we visited the academy and had a talk with the international student advisor
she awesommeee and funny. haha... we clicked, definitely.
she gave us all the paper works for the application and broadly told us about the school system and all matters that follow.
they go by semesters instead of quarters. o well.
the graphic design pieces were neat. neat. neat. so drawn into them while walking about the campus.
oh yea, the campus is not a one building criteria nor its in one location at all.
there are altogether 25 buildings all over the city. huge. big time.
but the School of Graphic Design will be in the main office building, 79 New Montgomery St.
i love the school street name already.

oh yea..
i talked to emilia on the phone last night.
im missing her already.
she didn sound too cheerful, maybe cos she woke up too early tht day.
but we had a good chat, hadn we? =)
wait till i get to singapore, we'll have fun.
she didn recognize my voiceeee!
how can you, emiliaaaa..hahhaha

oh yea, haight ashbury again, tomorrow.
oooo.. me and haight are so fated.
i have to visit tht adidas concept shop again.
and villains too.

I simply love love love Farmers' Market.
grab any fruit you see for tasting.
and do that 10 times, lunch is served.
next wednesday, i will just stuff my stomach with
bluberries, peaches, grapes, nuts, popcorns, on-the-go.
waddels... yea. i think thts it.
no point queueing for Tamales, yana...
the Q is hellaloooo----oooo---oonggg.

hoohooo...
boring wednesday is here, here, here.
long-live-the-poop thursday will be tomorrow then.
then it'll be freaky friday.
no.
actually my friday isnt a freak after all.
iv no school. yayaya!
but some midterm stuff barriering ma wayy.
and hey. shit, midterm is coming.
so fast. 4 weeks have passed?!
wow, tht is just so hopla.

haha.
some metamorphosis to do.
total black pit.
im just gonna do some gorillas and somethin else.
ooo, i cant think.
and then here comes MAN RAY!
my proffessional photographer.
yeayea, he's dead, so what.
so iv to do research on him and put it up on a presentation.
yeayea, another midterm stuff.
life is just so wonderfull.

O' Julius Caesar, Shall Thou art Die Today.
Else, Thy film shall bore the ass out of me.

Another siren just flown passed.
there's no rest for the fire brigades.
damnit, everyday, damnit.
the sirens simply suck my ass up to my nose.
tiredd of listening to it. cant even escape from it.

to move or not to move?

my mind says " yes, do it."
my heart says " no, d-uh. u gonna re-start again."

so which one is (+)?
I knew i have to transfer to a much better school.
a much better school like CCA or AA.
i love AI. I cant help it.
i love my 1st quarter instructors,
my friends,
my job,
the library,
the mac labs,
Kaitner,
Hogan,
Hanzel,
Straus,
Annie,
Franklin,
Intl' student outings,
free pizzas,
free xerox copies(not anymore, though)
the sofa in the gallery,
the underground cafe,
trinity tower,
trinity cafe hot choc,
the 'burrito place'
the hack-sack people,

and everything else.

okok. be real.
Im transferring school.
hopefully by Fall, i'l be already starting over.
damn, the thought of moving really irritates me.

please. ppl...
encourage me.
Thanks cheesiew, you already did.

the Island.

"So, do you still believe there's an island?"

"lets say you're eating a hamburger, but you wouldn wanna meet the cow."

Stealth.

"Tinman, obey my orders."

"I want you to reformat Edi, erase his memories, and have him answer YES SIR. just like you answering me YES SIR."

Im tired tired tired.
this weekend was really bad.
I didn spend it well.
Or maybe because I couldnt do heck withit.
my english essay is still hanging.
to hell with Damien and all other s.store keeper.
whats with them keeping the book so long.
i dont have the book means i cant have my homework.
lucky thing i caught 2 movies this evening.
At least, that cheered me up a little.
else, I'd start a really hectic week.

I love the Island.
Jordan two Delta is stunning.
I'd want her.