|| OVERSPENT ||






RK: dying from depletion of singapore dollars.

man! im really gonna thrash someday~ goshh..it's not even weekends n ive already spent for aroiund $380. it's DUMB. really dumb.
ah..but this time i wudnt wanna blame mysef. paid the internet bill jus now.
the internet bill itsef is already $239. damn.
went to bugis yesterday with miiko, priscilla n kohsin. enjoyed.
ah...found this really great looking black bag n decided to buy. i remembered hesitating- to buy or not to buy...to buy or not to buy. then kohsin laaa... aiyeeee
forced me until like WAT maannn.... ah.n i decided to purchase it. :(

then this morning was late. waited for a taxi with gerry.
stupid taxi system. why the fark mus there not even a taxi vacant around 7 am?
i was feeling really despo n agitated by the stupid taxis.
in the end we decided to skip skul la.. i cant take the faQ that i must add an hour to my detention debt. owed mr tan 2 hours... neva i wanna make it 3.
so...we got hopeless n went back upstairs, grabbed our clothings n we ciao again. this time to town la... wer elsee?
had breakfast at mc donalds centrepoin, studied for 2 hours... it was still 10.50 then... [hiksss...guessed my frens were having their recess:(...missed emm!]
gerry was so impatient tht he wanna rush me to play pool wifim. the pool kiosks are not open yet.. finally stopped by at uob bank...decided to reapply my stolen uob atm card.got charged $5. :( bleaaahhh
gerry went home after tht n i continued my way to taka alone. supposed to meet miiko n gang again.but they're having chinese remedial i think :(
so...strolled in kinokuniya...purchased TOEFL book...gotta prepare le...i wanna score for TOEFL!!
met andri after 2 hours of lonesome in tht bookstore. it wasnt bad... browsed at graphic design books...really cooL..cant wait till i graduate n take the major! ahh..

shopped around orchard with andri....
finally went to pacific plaza. looked at DC shoes. they looked soo..erhhhmmm.. delicious. :p~.... really cant resist the temptation of buying. fell in love with a black with strikes of red DC. damnn....finally i bought IT!!!!! nvm... anyway.. i really need a new pair of sk8 shoes. SPENT AGAIN. i sweeearrrrrrrrrr SWEAARRR i wont spend againnn!!! major probleemm~ *sikkkkhhh*

but it's okieee..at least it's not waste buying tht shoes. once i reached home this afternoon, i tried em on... skate around, did a few ollies ..ah not bad, maann.. new shoes feel much much better than my friction-less gallaz shoes... tha sole intacts with the sand paper accurately n its fixed :P
ah wat am i blabbering about... guess i shud sleep ready.... soo sleeppyy :s
tomorrow fiona coming to my house at 9.30...shall rise early **

this is so distracting






Question which i ask myself each day: why's singapore's downpour always at the wrong time? the wrong location n wrong intention?
maann~these days have been soo coolllldddd....as cold as my distracted life-my entangled saladays. gossshhhh~ i guess im participating in a wrong category. a "never-be-mine" category. "...you dun belong to me"
cant relax, cant drift back,things must move on. dun ever allow congestion to occur :(

things are getting really serious each day. it's like there's at least a test in a week.
unbelievable. tomorrow there will be 2 tests-geog & eng. RIDICULOUS.
ah...anyway..talking bout english. our UNREASONABLE lady teacha...she's likeaa... FREAK.! dammit..cant hold my patience anymore.she's really testing all of my patiency each day. wats wrong with her anyway? setimental, biased n FAKE . tht's her true PROFILE. maannn... can't stand her. even a strand of hair in my head cant stand jus by looking at her UNEXPRESSIVE dog-ed face**
errhhmm..kk enuf of insulting her. i'l hafta stop or else i'll contaminate this whole entry with her negativ descriptions. :) muahahahhaaa~ im soo mean. yea..wattooddoo?

ah anyway...jus finished studying geog. kinda realxed now.
went to tampines mall jus now...the intention is to escape from my boredom by studying outside n to buy my neccesities...
sat at cartel for about 4 hours. ate dinner n studied. bleaahhh... luckily andri was wif me. if not i'll b sleeping alreadi:P but cartels have this poor factor of installing UV lights every wer in the cafe. radiation took place wenever i visit there maann... damit.makes my head throbbed.
wattooddoo...cant resist the temptation of making tht place a study corner for me. i just love their frappes n pasta. ahh...
but one thing tht we hate is the smell of cartel... andri hated it most. hahaa ya nggk ndri? gue juga enek sih ma bau nya.. the smell entered our maths tb once n wuldnt go off till a week later. major prob~

:longing 4 a miracle...
.::whatta feeling i have. ::.
....::a sudden ego like this ::...
.......:: realli is unpredictable ::......
...........:: im holding my own trust::.......
..............:: into my own objections..::.............


FINALLY reached singapore after a 'loOoOng' flite which actually is onli an hour n a half flying distance...well...this time it's loooong. y?
well becos 1st reason: the plane is too small [boeing 737-300] not accustomed to
the freakin price ive paid!
2nd : bad weather
3rd : bad seating arrangements
becos of the stupid rainy weather n the size of the plane, we suffered from turbulence during the flite jus now. the plane is too small that the whole thing shook for approximately 5 minutes.haha.watta joke. well, i take it as a free ride of a stimulator in a theme park. 10 free stimulator rides. whoo~
i will swear to myself not to take GARUDA airlines anymore.for the whole of my mortal life. disappointing.
this coming marj hols mus 'grab' for good airline tickets... no regrets this time.

arh..anyway...supposed to skate with bernard n ppl this evening.
as iv said- stupid weather... plan cancelled. GREAT.
i just hafta to wait for tomorrow, then. i then realised patience is quite important when it comes to guide me during kanchiong-ness:P

oh ya..just remembered i still owe MR RAJ maths homework for 5 days meaning 5 hours.dammiit... i forgot~must rush for it tomorrow. watthha holiday. SHORT holiday. :(
ah it's okie...at least this kinda holiday produced income. received not a bad amount of cash for my redpackets... CONTENTED :) hmmm:)

**HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2004**

reached jakarta at bout 1 am + yesterday...
stupid garuda flite! delayed my prescious time. 1 hour of delay!! cant u imagined tht?!!
stupid flite...i will never take tht flite anymore!!! some more it's one of the most ex flite!! dammit~ waste money

this morning was forced to wake up at 7 am. makes me sick~ not enuf sleeeep..
**gosshh...
arrghh..anyway it's chinese new year..cant take the chance of being lazy in the morning..cos will bring me bad luck for the whole yearrr... i will be lazzy thruout the year...cant imagine tht :P
wore my new 'future state' read sleeveless shirt... kinda orientalist i can say... aahh..not too bad for a chinese new year clothing. everyone says it's cool..
thnks ya fio cayank untuk pilihin untuk gue!!!muaccch~

ah..im feelin great today...
received a bagful of angpaoss... yeeaaa..can pay my overdue bills. damn..
felt sleepy today as iv predicted... slept in my grandmum's house for 2 n a haf hours. my contact lenses went dry...scary... afraid tht history will repeat itsef. the last time i was almost blinded by the stupid lenses.
went to the mall with my cousin alias memew alias olivia... thot all the shops are closed..haha i was wrong...the mall was crowded. onli a small no. of shops are closed. lucky thing~

going back singapore this coming saturday...
"...i missed singapore ya knowww"...:)
missed my room, schooL, geng indo, classmates, my kidsista, my board, my freedom...
hahaaa..guessed im receiving nostalgias oredy...gotta stop this.

anyway...the internet tht im using now is soo damn cheap!!
it's onli 3000rp for 1 hour which means 60 cents in sg$.
waahhh.i dun know how much this kiosk can make permonth with such lil income.
ah im being kaypo er n kaypo er each year...
mus stop the stupid habit of being kaypo..thinking bout shops with lil income...

visited town yesterday n today... BORING.
apparently this place has such lil entertainment. maklum la negara imut.
nyway...we hafta barged downtown for chinese new year shoppings...
new clothes, hairstyles...eventually we aren't supposed to wear other than red during chinese new year. mmm RED. well..not a prob to me. luv the color alot, maann...
had this insane idea of slashing my hair to a diff style... kinda bored with fringy style now... i prefer something diff for 2004. a year which i believe is going to be rad.
so my hairstyle mus be rad too, i suppose. hehhehee :P

yesterday midnite,rico, gerry n me made this 'scary movie' via hp.
videocammed a cool video bout 'pontianak in the garden'
an original video production of our own...crept down to the 1st floor, all the way to the garden surrounded by these dimmed litted garden lamps. perfect for setting up a ghost clip.hhahahaa... kinda stupid..i mean i AM stupid...makes myself look stupid in the clip by becoming the 'lady in whyt' but.. i must say tht it's good. looks real.
psst..esp with gerry's 'SISSY's CRY'.....hahhahaaaa.watan iddieett.

this afternoon i accompanied my dear wife, fiona to IKEA jus now...
the last time i went to ikea was bout 2 months back... in nov.
the things there weren't new yet... BORING**.. same old stuff~~
how i wish they wuld produce more products n designs soonn... cant WAIT!
supposed to go to church after ikea.unfortunately we were too tired n sleepy.
never had enuf hours of sleep everyday... wat a pity.

today's amaths qualifying test was kinda hard biskuit.
dammit. my trigo skill was kinda black out jus now. ARRGGH.. watta waste of effort. n mr RAJ will surely nag.." this we'v gone thru alot of times...why da hell u missed it?!"
aaarrghh...now i already can imagine his 'sentences-of-kill'
anyway...the qualifying test gives me MIGRANE now. dammit... my head is soooo pain now. shud sleep earli later.

furdamore, jus got home from sk8ing with kent, bernard, lolla n jeremy.
soo tired. the tiredness add up to my migrane... dammmm...

CCA orientation is tomorrow.
hafta go to sch. luckily it's in the afternoon cos i'll not wan to be forced to wake up.
good thing i have a really good excuse for flagday tomorrow. hhahaaa.....
my class has got a flagday to do tomorrow. poor thing. hahahaaa...but me? NO.
id rather do my duty... but HHECK... whu wuld like taking photo ALONE?!
job, my photography partner has gone back to thailand this morning.
the boi has received a tragedic news this morning... cant blame him...poor guy.

FINALLY the library is back active again. was able to borrow books at last.phewww...
a long holiday without reading any books is a dangerous thing. my reading habits have gone n so i havta start reading again.
borrowed 2 books by LURLENE McDANIEL. She's a good writer i can say.
she writes about tragedic, fatal sickness that people suffers. fatal sickness incl. HIVs, LUKEMIAs n all funny kinds of cancers. blindness, paralisms...etc.
kinda tragic tho it sounded pretty alrite for some ppl.

Nyway... today's really a loooooooooooong day. furthermore...TIRING.
had 3 EL periods this morning. n i'll say that i cant stand PREMCHAN anymore. she is supposed not to be promoted to be an EL teacher...so.. why d wrl shud she take charge of 4e1's EL? cmon PEOPLE!!!we gotta have someone whu is really willing to teach PROPER EL. during her lesson, she wasted 1 period nagging at us jus becos our assignments werent properly completed. IT's HER FAULT. she expects us to do everything in one go n she wuld refuse to answer our questions due to her loss of patiency... AARRGGHH... cant do anything bout it tho. :(

then we had assembly this afternoon.
it's all bout the MUSICAL thingy that they had it for lastyear's school official opening. well...haha...lucky for me tht i got to see it for the first time if not i'll be BORED~
not bad for changkat. CONGRATULATIONS, participants... uve excell "changkat's pride"...ahahaaa...
then we had this maths remedial after the assembly...
mana udah capek lagi... wanna diee!!!
cos after maths remedial, somehow fiona n i gotta rush to RELIANCE travel to issue our flite ticket back to jakarta... such happenings...

so...wen i got home, i slept for 4 hours.woke up at 10pm.
n shocking me... there's no more dinner for me as da ppl in the house thot im still not home yet. such ppl!!...

wat a weekend! ends really fass...
went to try out a new tuition teacher on sunday.
took the mrt to his house in tampines.
he's fiona's tuition teacher actually. she promised he wuld be good.
k.i trust my wife.hahahaa...
indeed he's NOT BAD. he's suppose to teach us add maths.
but he said tht he's able to explain physics too. perfeQ.
after tuition that evening, fiona n i attended our usual evening mass in holy trinity church...
walked to tampines mall after tht.
actually we had gone to tm b4 the tuition as well.
n OH MY GOD. we met many ppl.
gosh...tampines mall is soooooooooooooooooo 'popular'
hahahahahaaa...

the CCA orientation which will be held this saturday makes me really busy:(
spare my effort on photography club.
did a pathetic hand made banner which really saves the club's money.
this club is suffering in poverty. so... i cant spend foya foya.TOO BAD.
anyway, i hope the orientation will be a successful one cos this will be my last year judging the orientation. :p

tomorrow.... gotta issue my flight ticket for the departure to jakarta this coming chinese new year. ahhahaaa..soo happyyyy... flying back to jakrta AGAIN.
gosh... it's been 6 full years since the last time i spend my chinese new year in jakarta... so... nex wednesday, my bro n i, together with fiona n lolla are leaving singapore for 4 days. ~kinda excited bout this coming event.

woke up this morning with stiffness evrywer...
guessed it's because of yesterday's run.
had P.E yesterday, n MR OH made us run around the school.
from the starting point, the fitness area, out to the school's back gate, back into the canteen, into the field, AROUND the field [luckily it's onli 1 round], along the corridor, n back to the fitness area. DAMN~ 2 months of holiday without excersise really makes everyone unfit.hahahaa...
n now my legs are soo stiff. muscle aches..erkh..
forced my self to swim jus now... thot tht it wuld be good to cure muscle aches.
hope it's effective.

went to play pool yesterday.
supposed to go home after tht... but rico insisted to visit changi village since we missed the place so much.hahahaa... the BAPOKS..heheheee...
there were onli a number of em yesterday...
soo boring...n we met "kumar" [a name given to a bapok who never quit standing in the same spot EVERY time we visit the place]..
bored, we went to changi hospital for fun...maybe it's becos iv been in jkt for a long time tht i miss those places so much..hhaaaa..
it's andri's first time there...so..he's kinda fidgety about getting onto the peak of the building... :P

we then went on a hunting party to search for CARS in which bapoks are brought. ya know.. for a 'blowjob' or something. so... we found quite a number of cars.
toobad they covered the windows with blinds.!
we got hopeless n at last we used this really strong torchlite in yohan's car n shone on the cars.hahahaaa....
then we came across to this red bmw. the bapok lagi enak2 blowjob malah nengok. hahhaaa..bof of em GOT SHOCK i guess...mhuahahahaaaaaaaa....
we escaped n drove home....
wat a fun journey yesterday. too bad fiona n the rest of da gals cant follow us...
stupid guardians~

P.S- a new album has launched n my studio, featuring 2004

skul jus started a few days back
n im stil in a holiday mood n attitude.
well...not likely but i miss indonesia.
miss them all!

this year is kinda bz year.
homework is given everyday,
lessons ends at 2.10. damn...
felt so sleepy this mornning..
especially during chinese lesson.
a new teacher teaches us.
i dun like the teacher... damn...
she's SOOOO...errhhkk.
forget it...dun talk bout her.

anyway....
this year is my last year in singapore.
soo happy. well...at least im graduating SOON!
and im hitting the university in illinois!
talking bout illinois makes me feel sooo exxcited!
altho Olevels are coming to me this year...hahaaa..