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` a sign of satisfaction


.::HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA CAYANK 10.02.2004::..
it was fiona's birhday yesterday. her sweet sixteen, i can say:)
hahahaa....she's gradually turning into an adult now. pheww..dat was fast.
well... the thing is that i dunnow wat makes her hate gaining age:P
for me, i really want to grow up faster...so that i can have my own freedom, my own authorities, my own rights. self accomplishment of the desires that i want... the 'dream' that i wanted to have...:) hehee.. this is why im realli excited bout my coming bday. my key to freedom...
i bought a mango cake, the day b4... planning to surprise her... well... my plan really worked n it was a success. tears of joy welled up in her eyes wen we brought the bday cake into the canteen, sang her a bday song n 'kissed' her :P...
indeed she was soo happppyy..hahhaaa...i was happy too**

that nite fiona invited some of us to dine at Tony Roma's in suntec city.
the serving size there is really really..hrggg..BIG. even the starters had already make full our stomachs. my GOsH.. couldnt imagine how the hell we could finish our main course. bleaahh...we finally did it... almost puke~luckily the grills there are fantastic.

IN SCHOOL,
zhikai n me completed 4e1's back notice board while kohsin helped us with the letterings for the front notice board. so LECE~ tiring...
it turned out to be alrite tho...:) hoped the teachers love it...
gunpich n i had this idea about re-formatting the seating arrangements in 4e1 classroom. the whole idea is jus to create a nice fresh environment. hehehhe.. we made the arrangements in such a way that the class looks like a parliament room werby ministries sit together to discuss bout the political conflicts in a certain country :P..hehehehhe hope our subject teachers wuld agree widdit. hEhehe..

PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB,
the sec ones have arrived...
made them introduced themselves to us....
we played quite a no. of games, so as to allow the sec ones to get to know each other better...

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\\ days in days out //

FINALLY, the last rehearsal was conducted. hahhahhaa...
at last "4e1 NON-scary Movie" is ready for tomorrow's programme.
hmm :) hmm :)...
jus hafta pray that there'll be no 'visible' flaws. HEHE.
kohsin n me managed to put up the posters jus now...
we attacked various spots in the school to allow the students to notice em :P
SOO JIA LAT

"ZHIKAI...from wat i see, uve been soo busy these days. we realli sympathise u.
u're soo filled with activities like npcc's campcraft, class activities,..etc... poor thing.
but we jus wanna say tht u've done a really GREAT job. take care of urself!!"

fiona's bafday tomorrow. supposed to sabo her. but knowing tht she fell sick today, we decided to give it a miss. poor girl. hope her bafday turns out to be great for her.
u're gonna be sixteen soon,miss.:) hehehehhee dun worry much bout gaining an age la k? im always a year older than u!! n i never grumble :P

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::de arrival of fatigue::

I'll die soon enuph if this continues. it's the beginning of the 2nd month n ive never enjoy a nice, relaxing day. DOOM!
tests everyweek, skit rehearsals, CCAs,...bla bla bla. unbearable.
felt so hopeless these days...cant really do much about it. :(

ah anyway...im going for a job interview tomorrow in cartel tamp mall.
i wanna work. i want to earn my own money so tht i wont worry much bout depletion of singapore dollars anymore. hahaaa...
hope i can start workin soon.

dun feel like writing a blog today.
my hands are weak...
heart is aching, weak...
mental is getting worse...
im missing someone too....
aduuhhh...sedih nya hidup ini..

I WANT TO GRADUATE SOONNNN IN ORDER TO TAKE ART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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.:|:.CLOGGED TOWN.:|:.


it was a COMMOTION in town yesterdae. watta nite! ridiculous**
it was becos of chingay la!! stupid gay nite~
hate chingays.
millions of ppl were down in town tht nite. i think it was like 2 thirds of singapore's population watching the chingay. wats soooooo great bout chingays anyway.
n the brainless thing is tht : why must they organise the chingay in orchard??!? crazy.why cant they jus do it in chinatown or something. well, hey... ppl wanna shop ya!
i got stucked while walking along centrepoint... suffocation**
argghh..dammit. it was humid of cuZ! luckily i didnt faint.hhhahaa

...anyway...searched for gowns. well..not nite gowns ya :P
it's my sweet seventeen gown for my ball party!! wow... feel so excited all of a sudden. ahh..at least my key to freedom is coming. didnt manage to get a nice lavender gown. a difficult colour. all i could find were simple gowns:(
finally decided to hold the party in indonesia. my mom laaa... told her to book a cottage.not a hotel ball room!! i dun feel like wearing formal! but the good thing bout having a party in a hotel ball room is tht my bday cake will be at least a living room table's long.:) hehehe...n it'll be a metre tall. cant wait to slice the cake hheheheee...

had tuition this afternoon at tampines.
the teacher suddenli announced to fiona n me tht he'll be flying to china this mid feb n wont be able to return for a longgg loong time. damn.
it's okie...at least he recommend us his assistent. he told us tht his asst's grades are better than him:s...aiyoo.heheheeeeee:P
after tuition supposed to go to church. unfortunately it poured :( ..HEAVILY. funny thing the sky is bright...**

finally decided to go to orchard again.at least today there's no more chinGAY.
supposed to watch The Last Samurai. but the tickets were sold out. the nex available show was onli at 2.20 am. crazzyyy... i guess the show is realli fascinating.
after a small discussion, we then decided to watch Peter Pan. yioooo... felt young again.hahhahaa..not bad for a show la.. the lil guy whu plays peter pan looks cute.
hahaa..handsome tho.

reached home around11.40...
gotta sleep soon... tomrrow going to job's house to complete the costumes n props for our cme skit. meeting my classmates at 9 am in tamp. soo earliii...pingsan ahh~