5.16.2004

"Little Susie"

Somebody killed little Susie
The girl with the tune
Who sings in the daytime at noon
She was there screaming
Beating her voice in her doom
But nobody came to her soon...

A fall down the stairs
Her dress torn
Oh the blood in her hair...
A mystery so sullen in air
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care,
Oh the blood in her hair...

Everyone came to see
The girl that now is dead
So blind stare the eyes in her head...
And suddenly a voice from the crowd said
This girl lived in vain
Her face bear such agony, such strain...

But only the man from next door
Knew Little Susie and how he cried
As he reached down
To close Susie's eyes...
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
Oh the blood in her hair...

It was all for God's sake
For her singing the tune
For someone to feel her despair
To be damned to know hoping is dead and you're doomed
Then to scream out
And nobody's there...

She knew no one cared...

Father left home, poor mother died
Leaving Susie alone
Grandfather's soul too had flown...
No one to care
Just to love her
How much can one bear
Rejecting the needs in her prayers...

Neglection can kill
Like a knife in your soul
Oh it will
Little Susie fought so hard to live...
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
So young and so fair

5.07.2004

\\_________________________DESIRE ACCOMPLISHED


:: lazying around ::


" these days, the weather has been queer. one moment it can be sunny, and can be pouring in another. the rain hasnt affect much on the weather. its still humid. no oxygen. USELESS"

HOT as in HOT

"hey hey. i love my chinese marks man. B3 for paper 2. cant really believe it. hhahaha. well... maybe for some ppl, and A1 grade is more suitable to cry for. but for me. haha..laugh with me. im satisfied with that. no more worries. Though i see the A1 in my listening compre and a C5 in paper 1, i fancy that, for Christ sake!"

ENCOURAGEMENT

"6 more MYE subjex to complete. unbearable. esp chemistry. damn! 14 core chapters. aint we pathetic. oh my GOD. merciless teachers. hiks hiks.
and add maths. the whole syllabus [well, 2 xcluded topics] WOW. wonderful. i just hafta spend my May days at home wormed to these books.
Then there's this GEOG n SS. i really hate memorisation. i just cant focus..."

DOOMED

"another ultimate conflict. my cousin from indonesia is coming tomorrow. gosh. guess i'll just flunk my moday subjex. geog and emaths 2. hiks hiks. and she'll be here the whole week. my exam week. great timing. very precise. "

BINGO

" finally. jus put up my tag board against this purple new skin. i find this new skin rather nice and neat [the woman at the top right hand corner]. never liked purple b4, wats wrong in trying :j"

BOARDING THE TRAIN

___________________________________________________me?

5.01.2004

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DELIGHTED//IDLE//STORMED_____________________________...


*CONGRATULATIONS GREENIES*

37th annual sports meet is over
fortunately green house won champion for everything [incl. banner and cheer]

wonderful

the midyear exams are jus around the corner.
time to get serious

first paper : chinese paper 1 & 2
great. just another boring paper to complete.
lots of vocab to learn n memorise
hopefully a c6 will be seen thereafter
or probably an a1.

haha . watta joke.


Its jus one of these days
so boring
Being idle is not a good thing
and worst of the worse,
the sky is boiling
and sweat is pouring

I cant concentrate
I cant
No motivation
Theres none

HOT.
its too hot
everyday's been hot

Anguished ma mind
Disturbed and blind
They forseen the reality
For then i shall bring it on
For the surface to be open
For them to see
For me to prove
them wrong

4.14.2004

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______________un X-pected.un Xensored


`Happy fowtinth burfdae GERRY S.P...may u lead a successful life and may your dreams come to life-/


well, here i am again. finally i am back, active.
it was february since i last BLOG in an entry. Vals day. lets see.
2 months? hhahahaa..time flies so fast. too swift,
and soon i will find myself facing the 'blackhole' the one big thing that start with the letter O. too soon it's too real.

ah, anyway..for the past two months, things seemed pretty creepy.
many things happen unexpectedly and they indeed are disappointing.

collage.

and a few more others.

sad.

many fantastiQue things happened too,
such as my sweet seventeen, 'fergie' #04,#05,#06, the making of class T-shirt of-the-year, working in NZN again, upcoming sports day.
too many to state.
lemmi emphasize one by one. OR maybe jus a few.

my sweet seventeen was held back in my homeland, jkt. on the 13th of marj 04.
too bad it's two days after my actual bday. but its okay. it was glamorous and memorable and it was the greatest event in my life. maybe for now. :)
pink and lavender were the main colour and i am grateful to my mum whu realli puts in full effort in making this party a total success. and not forgetting my dad who spent alot jus to 13th of march ,a big day of mine. everyone who attended my party wore their gowns and long dresses and tuxedos n elitos. i felt respected. thnks to you ppl whu attended my party. i dun realli want to elaborate on the party story cos i'll not want to flood this blog. *hehe

then, nex ting is FERGIE.
aaWWwWw *whines* SHE ROxX *exclaimed*
this fergie is mm a changkat version of fergie in B.E.P
she is so great she turns my life up to down.
well...reasons on WHY-SHE-ROCKS :
1) she believes that she's prettier than fergie without make-up
2) she believes that she's standing in a high rank, with the 4e1 n 4e2 being her top fans
3) she believes that boys are after her
4) she believes that ...argh. cant think of any. if anyone wish to know the complete version of fergie, the UNTOLD STORY OF FERGIE...please approach us n read 4e1 girls' CRAP BOOK 2004.

sports day is coming, and its an "oh yeah" thing to me.
i participated in the events...but i dun expect my self to win la...cos it's jus great to jus participate. hhehhehe .
i participated in the shot put, long jump n high jump, and the 4x400 m girls relay. ah great. im ready to lose :) hehehehehe
and also...our class T-shirt are almost ready. woohoo... i cant wait to wear it! the tshirt-of da year. hahhahaha
the cost of the shirts is xtraordinarily high as we acquire good qualities from giordano n prints from coorperated printing studio. ya..wattodo.. this is our last year. so this will be our unity t-shirts. worth it la

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